nativenick
Bluelighter
okay so this is a trip report of probably one of my most clear and consise salvia trips, and also the most intense of any salvia, or hallucinogen trip for that matter that i have had to this date. its still a rather confusing trip report and is also a summary of three seperate salvia trips i had that day, but here goes.
ive done salvia about 10 times so far and ive tried mushrooms twice. and yesterdays 3 trips were definatley the most intense
it starts out yesterday afternoon with me coming to school to pick up some art work from last year. i run in to my friend. (i expected to run in to him since we usually blaze, so i had my salvia a few roaches and a bit of bud on me). he desides to buy a five chunk his friend is going to buy a gram as well. so we head to his house at lunch 11:45 for a sesh.
its about 12:30 and im pretty ripped, the bud my friend had bought off of his neighbor was pretty damn good. at that point i bring out my salvia neither of my friends want to hit it. so i decide to pack my self a big bowl in the lung. i take a massive hoot and hold it in for about 25 seconds.
i exhale the smoke and the last thing i remember is sitting on my friends bed wating for something to happen. the next thing i know im in a totally different setting. everything is pure chaos. there is comotion everywhere. everything appears cluttered and jumbled together. i cant really describe the setting im in but i do have a mental image in my head, i believe it to be some cave like setting however with a strange red/ brown glow to it.
i can sense that the place im in is not of this world for sure. i also sense several beings or entities running around although i dont believe i saw them, (either that or i just forgot what they looked like). i do remember hearing lots of talking or murmuring or some noise, and lots of shuffling and movement around me. although i wasnt afraid infact i was quite intrigued there was a definate sense of panic and uneasyness in the air. i figure maybe it was my prescence that caused so much comotion and worry.
i remember looking up and seeing my friends bedroom. i was looking into it from below in a strange forieghn environment and it appeared there was a bit of a difference in hieght of about a metre or two between our worlds. like a slope or a small cliff. i notice a wall rocky in texture as well seperating our worlds a wall that appeared to be cracking and crumbling each peace of the wall dissapearing i begin to see more and more of my friends familiar bedroom. whatever is dividing the worlds is dissapearing quickly what was once a hole in wall i could see through, has now almost comletley destroyed the wall except for a few pieces.
the next thing i know im suddenly right in the center of everything where the wall once was is wear i sit. i look to my left and i see my friends bedroom and to my right the strange world i was once in. it appears that they have joined together in the centre. almost perfectly like it was a rather smooth transition its kind of difficult to explain but its like they bleneded togther perfectly. they werent jammed forcefully together. but almost like the scene i was witnessing was painted perfectly. every object, every colour every texture blended with another object coulor or texture in the other world so smoothly. it felt like there was a definite center point however where there was a median between both of the worlds where each amount was equal in that one spot, the spot where i was.
suddenly im looking at my friends wall the strange world is gone and i can see holes and rips in the wall shrinking, quickly closing up. i lunge at the wall trying to grab a hole and pull it open again. i dont think i did this physically but i saw myself doing it. the whole wall is complete again its no longer rough or rocky in texture but the same blue coulor. im sitting on his bed in his familiar room. it still seems quite strange like something is not right, as if parts of the old world seeped in. i turn to my right towards his other wall and try grabbing at it i see a fairly large hole i try to pull it open and climb inside. its a struggle and eventually it closes up.
my friends distract me and begin asking what the hell im trying to do. i suddenly burst out laughing at there ignorance, dont ask me why but i expected them to know exactly what i was doing. the laughter is uncontrollable as i try to explain what it is im doing. i know what it is i want to say but somehow i can not find the words to describe it, all that comes out is gibberish as well as fits of laughter. moments later i return to baseline or back to being baked anyways. im almost normal except the weird touch sensations i get when ever i touch or brush up against something (it doesnt feel painful or very good either but somewhere in between) this is usually typical for me after a salvia trip.
i had 2 other trips this that afternoon involving me travelling to a strange world.
the second trip involved me rolling off of my friends bed the wall in his room was no longer there and i was rolling around on the floor towards another bed. there were thousands of beds beside eachother forming long rows in a dark gray room lit thousands of dim dingy lights forming rows as well on the ceiling. it looked sort of like an abandoned hospital or some kind of large nursing room only very dark and dingy. as i was rolling way i somehow rolled on top of another bed and on to another and another i could see my friends room of in the distance getting farther away. it was almost like i was trying to escape from something or from my friends room. suddenly a strong force was pulling me back to my friends bed i struggled hard to fight the force and mannaged to roll back on to the second bed. i was almost about to escape but the force was to strong and i was eventually thrown back into my friends room on to his bed. the world i was once in had dissapeared, replaced by his wall. again i turned to my right to look at the other wall and find away back into that strange world. i then noticed several large black letters (you know the ones they put on bill boards) swirling around on his wall trying to spell something, they began to twist and distort forming other shapes i then looked at his floor it to was swirling around with a fluid like texture the laundry on his floor and the paper as well were morphing into eachother with a fluid like motion. the liquid motion began to subside the swirling letters faded away. i returned to baseline again in a confused state with the strange tactile sensations i mentioned before.
the last trip was probably the shortest, and the one i have the most trouble remembering.
it involved me trying to break in to that dimension agian i remember trying to pull at a hole in the wall and climb inside. i was a little more coherant this time and i actually was trying to grab at something on the wall. anyways i remember my friend asking me what it was i was doing. i remember getting frustrated with him for distracting me from my goal. (i was later told that i called him "a fucking asshole and told him to shut the fuck up.") anyways i managed to make it to the familiar cave like setting chaotic as usual. as i was exploring this strange world i saw my aunt of all people looking pissed off. she started screaming saying she knew what my friends and i were up to and that we shouldnt be dabbeling in that stuff. this scared the shit out of me and i remember running back to my friends room in the midst of my trip. as i was returning to baseline i remember sitting on my friends bed convinced my aunt really saw me and that i was in big trouble. moments later i returned to normal.
what i noticed about all of the trips was it made me question my beliefs on reality, life and the fabric of existance itself. in the midst of every trip i felt that the world i was used to was so phony and was all inside my head or that the world did not trully exist. i remember when i wasnt on salvia that i would be explaining to my friends that there were gateways to other worlds that are invisible to us unless we were in an altered state. at one point i was sure there was a vortex in my friends wall.
needless to say it was a pretty strange afternoon
ive done salvia about 10 times so far and ive tried mushrooms twice. and yesterdays 3 trips were definatley the most intense
it starts out yesterday afternoon with me coming to school to pick up some art work from last year. i run in to my friend. (i expected to run in to him since we usually blaze, so i had my salvia a few roaches and a bit of bud on me). he desides to buy a five chunk his friend is going to buy a gram as well. so we head to his house at lunch 11:45 for a sesh.
its about 12:30 and im pretty ripped, the bud my friend had bought off of his neighbor was pretty damn good. at that point i bring out my salvia neither of my friends want to hit it. so i decide to pack my self a big bowl in the lung. i take a massive hoot and hold it in for about 25 seconds.
i exhale the smoke and the last thing i remember is sitting on my friends bed wating for something to happen. the next thing i know im in a totally different setting. everything is pure chaos. there is comotion everywhere. everything appears cluttered and jumbled together. i cant really describe the setting im in but i do have a mental image in my head, i believe it to be some cave like setting however with a strange red/ brown glow to it.
i can sense that the place im in is not of this world for sure. i also sense several beings or entities running around although i dont believe i saw them, (either that or i just forgot what they looked like). i do remember hearing lots of talking or murmuring or some noise, and lots of shuffling and movement around me. although i wasnt afraid infact i was quite intrigued there was a definate sense of panic and uneasyness in the air. i figure maybe it was my prescence that caused so much comotion and worry.
i remember looking up and seeing my friends bedroom. i was looking into it from below in a strange forieghn environment and it appeared there was a bit of a difference in hieght of about a metre or two between our worlds. like a slope or a small cliff. i notice a wall rocky in texture as well seperating our worlds a wall that appeared to be cracking and crumbling each peace of the wall dissapearing i begin to see more and more of my friends familiar bedroom. whatever is dividing the worlds is dissapearing quickly what was once a hole in wall i could see through, has now almost comletley destroyed the wall except for a few pieces.
the next thing i know im suddenly right in the center of everything where the wall once was is wear i sit. i look to my left and i see my friends bedroom and to my right the strange world i was once in. it appears that they have joined together in the centre. almost perfectly like it was a rather smooth transition its kind of difficult to explain but its like they bleneded togther perfectly. they werent jammed forcefully together. but almost like the scene i was witnessing was painted perfectly. every object, every colour every texture blended with another object coulor or texture in the other world so smoothly. it felt like there was a definite center point however where there was a median between both of the worlds where each amount was equal in that one spot, the spot where i was.
suddenly im looking at my friends wall the strange world is gone and i can see holes and rips in the wall shrinking, quickly closing up. i lunge at the wall trying to grab a hole and pull it open again. i dont think i did this physically but i saw myself doing it. the whole wall is complete again its no longer rough or rocky in texture but the same blue coulor. im sitting on his bed in his familiar room. it still seems quite strange like something is not right, as if parts of the old world seeped in. i turn to my right towards his other wall and try grabbing at it i see a fairly large hole i try to pull it open and climb inside. its a struggle and eventually it closes up.
my friends distract me and begin asking what the hell im trying to do. i suddenly burst out laughing at there ignorance, dont ask me why but i expected them to know exactly what i was doing. the laughter is uncontrollable as i try to explain what it is im doing. i know what it is i want to say but somehow i can not find the words to describe it, all that comes out is gibberish as well as fits of laughter. moments later i return to baseline or back to being baked anyways. im almost normal except the weird touch sensations i get when ever i touch or brush up against something (it doesnt feel painful or very good either but somewhere in between) this is usually typical for me after a salvia trip.
i had 2 other trips this that afternoon involving me travelling to a strange world.
the second trip involved me rolling off of my friends bed the wall in his room was no longer there and i was rolling around on the floor towards another bed. there were thousands of beds beside eachother forming long rows in a dark gray room lit thousands of dim dingy lights forming rows as well on the ceiling. it looked sort of like an abandoned hospital or some kind of large nursing room only very dark and dingy. as i was rolling way i somehow rolled on top of another bed and on to another and another i could see my friends room of in the distance getting farther away. it was almost like i was trying to escape from something or from my friends room. suddenly a strong force was pulling me back to my friends bed i struggled hard to fight the force and mannaged to roll back on to the second bed. i was almost about to escape but the force was to strong and i was eventually thrown back into my friends room on to his bed. the world i was once in had dissapeared, replaced by his wall. again i turned to my right to look at the other wall and find away back into that strange world. i then noticed several large black letters (you know the ones they put on bill boards) swirling around on his wall trying to spell something, they began to twist and distort forming other shapes i then looked at his floor it to was swirling around with a fluid like texture the laundry on his floor and the paper as well were morphing into eachother with a fluid like motion. the liquid motion began to subside the swirling letters faded away. i returned to baseline again in a confused state with the strange tactile sensations i mentioned before.
the last trip was probably the shortest, and the one i have the most trouble remembering.
it involved me trying to break in to that dimension agian i remember trying to pull at a hole in the wall and climb inside. i was a little more coherant this time and i actually was trying to grab at something on the wall. anyways i remember my friend asking me what it was i was doing. i remember getting frustrated with him for distracting me from my goal. (i was later told that i called him "a fucking asshole and told him to shut the fuck up.") anyways i managed to make it to the familiar cave like setting chaotic as usual. as i was exploring this strange world i saw my aunt of all people looking pissed off. she started screaming saying she knew what my friends and i were up to and that we shouldnt be dabbeling in that stuff. this scared the shit out of me and i remember running back to my friends room in the midst of my trip. as i was returning to baseline i remember sitting on my friends bed convinced my aunt really saw me and that i was in big trouble. moments later i returned to normal.
what i noticed about all of the trips was it made me question my beliefs on reality, life and the fabric of existance itself. in the midst of every trip i felt that the world i was used to was so phony and was all inside my head or that the world did not trully exist. i remember when i wasnt on salvia that i would be explaining to my friends that there were gateways to other worlds that are invisible to us unless we were in an altered state. at one point i was sure there was a vortex in my friends wall.
needless to say it was a pretty strange afternoon
