Intense never ending pain....... HEARTBROKEN

You said you loved me
that you think you are falling in love with me
and ever since Sept. 29th its been different.
what, you can fall out of love that fast? you said you do <3 me. I <3 you. Then what's the big deal? I don't care that you don't have a nice place, or some fancy dancy truck, or that you work ungodly hours, hell i don't even care about the sex. You called me your girfriend a few times around, forgive me if i thought we were. I love spending time with you, you are awesome, you even after tonight are my bestfriend and I still love you, because, despite what anyone might think YOU are perfect to ME, and I don't want you to fall away and we never hang out again. Cause as the song goes: "Life would suck without you".
Not sure if all was a lie or your just too scared to face such emotions or whatever is going on.....
I will always be here for you anytime, any way i can, as long as i can be - wich is my last breath.
I love you, you love me, we talk, we hang out, we have some things in common, and we're both messed up...... what is so wrong about us having a relationship?
I have never asked for anything but a hug, and given everything i could....and willing to give more than i had.
what the hell is so evil about a relationship? you had one with that girl before me......what....am i too ugly? too stupid? i'm not hardcore drugs? because I have kids?
You have your issues and drama and I have mine but why should mine cause US to end?
I'd do anything short of murder for you...
It hurts to breathe without you....
I can't stop crying... :(
my world away from insanity, my world.
now i guess i truly do have nothing....

thanks for breaking my heart and making me cry all night.

I knew you didn't give a shit about anything or anyone but I thought I was something to you....more than a friend....

I'll always be here for you, always love you, always be IN LOVE with you....

I'm always a call away, never forget that. <3




.....I can't stop shaking.......and crying......oh well....
 
:( I hope you are feeling a little better now-
I know heartbreak is crushing......but your true love is out there somewhere, it just wasn't this person <3
 
It sounds like a ridiculous platitude, but it truly is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved before. Take it from someone who has been on the other side of that equation.

Remember the good times. Forget the bad. Eventually, you'll move on. Good luck to you.

:)
 
slowly getting better .... complicated relationships suck ass .... I'm the type to keep living life and such BUT I never get over or stop loving someone.

Only loved 3 men in my life..... not including my son...... one killed himself in the 80s.

Its always hard but never ending.

God that sounds kinda psycho but oh well...meh such is life.
 
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