Bit of a late reply but that post is exactly what I was looking for, it's about as concrete as it's gonna get. My depression seems to be there with no cause, and often I trip searching for what my problem actually is. Right now I have about a thousand different answers yet they're not in any way fulfilling. Your post definitely reinforces that the answer is not where I'm looking for it and I need to take a step back (I think mediation could work out wonders with this)
Very tough to put this in to words properly, my thoughts about subjects like these have always been some incoherent mess that only I can understand. So with that in mind, I'll stop writing for now. Thank you though
And dammit, MGS, you're making it real hard for me not to buy 1g of Ibogaine and some TA.