Yo Nephil, babe thanks for the words I needed to hear,
to bad I just got dropped, first time, first girl this year.
Thought I found a partna, a rida, a women and friend,
but she just left this cold nigga back in tha place I hate to begin.
I woke up on Monday, learned I was again left in tha cold snow,
and I hate writin a cold flow,
but in my heart is love thats been delt anotha blow.
I know youve read all my trials and tribulations of love gains and pains,
the way my soul strains to dodge games and make gains.
I tried this time to hold my own,
still after 2 days I hear no ring from tha phone.
I know bout tha playa scheme,
dont think im lost, I know bout tha cream.
But the trust was a lust,
while makin money is still a must.
A women promisin shes down,
now tryin to make me look like tha clown..
Shit I aint stayin around,
no matta what I felt I found.
This nigga pushin betta weight than me,
so Im left strugglin tryin to let my mind free.
A total prediction but I stayed optimistic,
to see if tha luv was tru so I wouldnt miss it.
Again Im dropped, but I didnt let myself fall,
I knew it was comin, I heard Pac call.
Told me to keep my head up high,
Better Dayz are comin so just let out a big sigh.
I dont want to go or be forced to say goodbye,
but damn I try, just to get pushed to deny.
Nothin I seem to do is ever worth it,
truth it, I only dropped emotion when the time deserved it.
Neva pushed or shoved just to show love,
thought I had it right, maybe its not meant for me to rise above.
Always some nigga ready to take your shit,
what can I do, leave without bustin, hopin it was all worth it?
Maybe it had its time to go,
I knew 03/03/03 was a bad day fo sho.
My unlucky number,
has left me cold and and still a lil more numba,
now again Im left to lay alone in a cold slumber.
20 years young,
but 10,000 lost love songs I have sung....
I guess I'll just shrug-
at the fact now I have no one at nite to snug.
That luv felt hug,
just the illusion of the drug.
Lookin at this hole again I have dug.
So here's my saftey rope, give it a tug,
keep me from fallin in,tha sin of a thug.
-Tribal~ 03/03/03
that was me and my down ass*
[ 04 March 2003: Message edited by: Tribal Hybridz ]
[ 04 March 2003: Message edited by: Tribal Hybridz ]