cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
12 noon ~ Around twelve o'clock in the afternoon I placed 203mgs of Ephenidine under my tongue within mins a numbing sensation has developed. Its strange but not painful I set a timer on my phone for thirty mins inwhich I plan to spit out the material. I have some stomach issues and swelling a material as caustic as this would not be a good idea for me. Im hoping that gives plenty of time for the material to dissolve.
1pm ~ Starting to feel a little something but it's very mild and due to my tolerance for dissos being so high I opted for a 202mg redose and placed it under my tongue. Have a soothing cool feeling moving through my body its very calming. Hoping that ot continues to develop over the day into something substantial. Will have to try plugging for the next trial if the sublingual dosing isn't effective but im sure it will be something is deff starting.
1:40pm ~ Have a definite increase in effects but I would say im at a ++ so far its deff not as strong as I was expecting but I have been really hammering Ketamine lately. Its also early on and hasn't even been the 3 hours from the first dose so I could get hit pretty hard in a couple hours, sure hope so!!!
Evening ~ spent the night with my daughter playing video games on the Nintendo Switch was perfect amount of dissociation to still be able to connect and share a good time with her. It really opened me up and we talked and played all sorts of games for maybe six hours and then cooked dinner together. I smoked a couple of joints if Cannabis with her mother throughout the evening and that blended very well.
11pm ~ dosed another 405mgs of the compound and took it sublingually. Put on some Electronic Music albums and a pair of powerful headphones and I get lost in the music and it sounds so amazing right now. Brings me up to 810mgs today gotta see where this stuff can take me and write proper report ill tell you what this amount under your tongue is sure as hell noticeable. Got a couple Bupe strips also so I'm gonna take 4mgs after I spit this out in 30mins. I have a feeling im not getting the whole picture and got all day off tommrow so im gonna go for it tonight and go out with a bang and then go on dissos break again after my early weekends festivities.
12:30pm ~ coming up on the redose and I got into the tub i decided to draw myself a bubble bath and have a nice soak for the next hour and continue listening to the good tunes and chat with my lady friend at the same time. We have been texting back and forth throughout the trip my goodness do I love that pink haired goddess like no other.
1:22am ~ just added a few psychedelics to the mix to see how this can help change the course of the trip into something of a stellar journey to the center of our solar system. Just ate a inch by inch piece of some blotter I laid that would contain roughly. This should certainly get interesting indeed.
2-3mg DOC
15mg BOD
15mgs 4-AcO-DMT
1:52am ~ Just finished plugging 150mgs of Ephenidine I was able to get it dissolve in about 7mls of water had to use 5ml oral syringe and plug the solution in two parts but it worked let's see how effective this ROA is before I use any more material that way. I'd microwaved the water in ceramic mug so it was very hot and I think that helped it dissolve the solution smelt pretty strongly of tasty chemical goodness, let's hope that translates to proper effects. Its nice not having my mouth numbed out after dosing and if this will conserve the rest of the material more im all for it I will just have go with this ratio to water to ensure I get it properly dissolved will try with just 5mls next also so I don't have to insert it twice to get all the liquid in my bum. Feeling the first alerts from the psychs a warm rushing euphoria reminiscent of my many past phenethylamine/tryptamine journies.
2:18am ~ That blotter is really nice mixture my friends like wow that piece had exactly the effect I was looking for the visuals are so beautiful behind my eyes and the opened one's are just starting too develop. This gonna be a night to remember for sure im so glad I have been keeping notes in this report so I will get this stuff documented and have it out there on the interwebz for eager minds trying to learn more about some of these rare drugs I find myself exploring these days, what time to be a cat in the shadows...
L❤Ve & LiGHT
and that song is on repeat right now its about as euphoric as when I cum in my sex kittens mouth I wish she was here with me right meow I would devour her whole.
3:16am ~
About to vape some N,N-DMT
well just because I can and this is perfect launching pad for an entity contact or as we call it a ++++ experience, I certainly feel it's possible with this brew I've come up with for sure. Gonna start with 53mgs and attempt to use this mini spoon as make shift oil burner with the torch and load it from back end its thick to should work good.
See the deemsters at the bottom im gonna hit it with the torch and hope this method works wish me luck and swirly travels to these other realms it's been so luscious a ride
4am ~ Wow this night has really turned into something magical that DMT straight shot me to the moon and back while the euphoria is so powerful its beautiful and im just gonna keep riding this wave I love everyone and this universe so much this is such beautiful tripping perfection right now straight PLUR overflow kinda vibe going strong I can feel the music in every inch of my soul. Something like a glimpse of Nirvana.
6am ~ just taking another 400mgs of Ephenidine now sublingual and I will be spitting it out after 30mins have past like usual I know this is probably wasteful but I mean it's been such a lovely ride that im fine with it and how I used in this manner for the binge it didn't effect my GI tract in a negative manner and I got all of the positives.
7:18am ~ Gonna eat one last piece of the blotter with my noodles and eggs for breakfast but thats its guys I swears it. Just after 7am so im dosing plenty early to wear it will give me that psychedelics amphetamines push but not effect my bedtime later on this evening
Will put me at about a cumulative spreadout dose of these longer acting psychedelics.
4mgs DOC
30mgs BOD
30mgs 4-AcO-DMT
8:08am ~ Feeling the redoses start to work their magic the visuals are so beautiful and the bodyhigh from this psych/dissos mix hereis second to none if I wasn't of a sound mind I'd say I may have just discovered the true Soma on this vision quest of mine. It certainly came strolling in upon its unicorn with banners and streamers abound in rainbows flavour
9:23am ~ Well it happened i got caught in this moment where I felt like it was all too much and I was so fucked up from front this ways to Sunday and I did the only logical thing that could come to my mind. The most primal of all activities I started watching some BBW cum swallowing pork my favorite category and jerking off like there will be no more tommrow. I went heavy for like over 30mins and when I just came right now my goodness was that an explosion of energy I feel so zenned out and way better I still am tripping absolute balls but that really got my mind centered again. Will not be needing to trip for a longtime after this one my friends I really got so much outta this. And now with my climax I feel so complete and I still have at least another 12 hours to go before I start coming down to the point sleep can be in the cards. I don't feel any fatigue at all tho and to the contrary if my sex kittens didn't have me on timeout I'd be eating her pussy right now and just recharging my supply before I slide it back inside her.
Being away from her these past weeks has really made it clear to me how much I love her and I do need to get on the track towards healing my body and mind and easing back on all these tripping shenanigans. I mean it sounds wild me saying this the depths of the psych/disssos binge but this truly was a farewell for the next month and let tho receptors replenish anew. I have to start getting accustomed to normal sober days/weeks like everyone else. Im going on the Methadone program next week and have made alot of positive choices in regards to those drugs. But now also have to work on my relationship with psychedelics and dissos and learn to use them in the most responsible manner I can, or now how.
☆ today marks the start of something new for me while I'm riding the peak of the last of the plugged Ephenidine I have to come to terms with my addiction to dissociative drugs and psychedelics. They have given me so much insight into the inner depths of my soul and allowed me so much opportunity to grow as a person but my relationship with them needs to change, and it has to from this moment on thru the rest of my life. I'm going to be enforcing a hardstop after today for all psychedelics and dissociative drugs for the next 31 days to prove to myself if I can use these sacraments as the tools I truly believe they are. Im doing this to prove something to myself and to a woman I hold very dear to my heart. And after that one trip on March 6th I will take 90 days off from psychedelics... I didn't tell her about that one yet and wanted her to read it here as a surprise. But I want her to know that I have seen the light and within it is you my goddess and to my word I'll remain true. When you see me exercise my will in this manner you will truly believe me when I say I can use them responsibly again someday.
But let's let this be a happy moment of rejoice I am free my friends from that hell of Heroin/ Fentanyl addiction and I threw away all my needles and oral syringes for plugging for that matter. Its only gonna be Buprenorpine for me for the next few days and than I make the jump onto my liquid handcuffs to set my soul free, I love all of you so much. More than you will ever know and I will always be here for you in this lyfe and my next one thats comes round again. Because we are truly all one and im crying tears of joy right now for my love of you and for my love of us. This is our world and we can reshape it however we want.
With two grams within 24 hours Ephenidine is its own animal I can't really compare it to the MXE or Ketamine like drugs cuz its way more clear headed and the duration is just my God bro I still haven't started to come down the dissociation in the early like first 8 hours is heaviest and then it sorta trails away its very euphoric and clear headed. The visuals are slow moving at one part of the trip when I took the second piece of blotter like 90mins post I knew I fucked up when my entire ceiling began to unfold into my lap like jack in the box toy sprang from the ceiling downward dancing jesters behind my eyelids madness for a moment and then I thought I have to pull myself from this and thats when I jerked off for like 30mins and orgasm was mindblowing I watched porn and talked to her at same time so it was like companionship sometimes she will finger herself on camera if she isn't over. I'll tell you what you should just skip all the oral and sublingual dosing i didn't get REALLY high until I plugged that fuckton at 2pm. I new the way I came up I was in for a walloping.
And that Chemical Legs song over and over the keyboard was so mindblowing and euphoric it was one of the most amazing musical moments in my.life. I had points where I felt so connected to the godpoint like this was almost a ++++ today except I was an observer and knew it would happen like everything that happened with my thread and with the tolerance break it was all leafing to this moment. I had to make all kinds of important phone calls with my landlord and family and loved ones and I was so wrapped up in it but simultaneously I knew my mind was in a tailspin. But thank goodness im as experienced as I am a couple times rainbows and exploding patterns of color soaked light bounced of the walls refracted in prismic patterns of joy
The choice is yours....
Tagged by Xorkoth
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1pm ~ Starting to feel a little something but it's very mild and due to my tolerance for dissos being so high I opted for a 202mg redose and placed it under my tongue. Have a soothing cool feeling moving through my body its very calming. Hoping that ot continues to develop over the day into something substantial. Will have to try plugging for the next trial if the sublingual dosing isn't effective but im sure it will be something is deff starting.
1:40pm ~ Have a definite increase in effects but I would say im at a ++ so far its deff not as strong as I was expecting but I have been really hammering Ketamine lately. Its also early on and hasn't even been the 3 hours from the first dose so I could get hit pretty hard in a couple hours, sure hope so!!!
Evening ~ spent the night with my daughter playing video games on the Nintendo Switch was perfect amount of dissociation to still be able to connect and share a good time with her. It really opened me up and we talked and played all sorts of games for maybe six hours and then cooked dinner together. I smoked a couple of joints if Cannabis with her mother throughout the evening and that blended very well.
11pm ~ dosed another 405mgs of the compound and took it sublingually. Put on some Electronic Music albums and a pair of powerful headphones and I get lost in the music and it sounds so amazing right now. Brings me up to 810mgs today gotta see where this stuff can take me and write proper report ill tell you what this amount under your tongue is sure as hell noticeable. Got a couple Bupe strips also so I'm gonna take 4mgs after I spit this out in 30mins. I have a feeling im not getting the whole picture and got all day off tommrow so im gonna go for it tonight and go out with a bang and then go on dissos break again after my early weekends festivities.
12:30pm ~ coming up on the redose and I got into the tub i decided to draw myself a bubble bath and have a nice soak for the next hour and continue listening to the good tunes and chat with my lady friend at the same time. We have been texting back and forth throughout the trip my goodness do I love that pink haired goddess like no other.
1:22am ~ just added a few psychedelics to the mix to see how this can help change the course of the trip into something of a stellar journey to the center of our solar system. Just ate a inch by inch piece of some blotter I laid that would contain roughly. This should certainly get interesting indeed.
2-3mg DOC
15mg BOD
15mgs 4-AcO-DMT
1:52am ~ Just finished plugging 150mgs of Ephenidine I was able to get it dissolve in about 7mls of water had to use 5ml oral syringe and plug the solution in two parts but it worked let's see how effective this ROA is before I use any more material that way. I'd microwaved the water in ceramic mug so it was very hot and I think that helped it dissolve the solution smelt pretty strongly of tasty chemical goodness, let's hope that translates to proper effects. Its nice not having my mouth numbed out after dosing and if this will conserve the rest of the material more im all for it I will just have go with this ratio to water to ensure I get it properly dissolved will try with just 5mls next also so I don't have to insert it twice to get all the liquid in my bum. Feeling the first alerts from the psychs a warm rushing euphoria reminiscent of my many past phenethylamine/tryptamine journies.
2:18am ~ That blotter is really nice mixture my friends like wow that piece had exactly the effect I was looking for the visuals are so beautiful behind my eyes and the opened one's are just starting too develop. This gonna be a night to remember for sure im so glad I have been keeping notes in this report so I will get this stuff documented and have it out there on the interwebz for eager minds trying to learn more about some of these rare drugs I find myself exploring these days, what time to be a cat in the shadows...
L❤Ve & LiGHT
and that song is on repeat right now its about as euphoric as when I cum in my sex kittens mouth I wish she was here with me right meow I would devour her whole.
3:16am ~
About to vape some N,N-DMT
well just because I can and this is perfect launching pad for an entity contact or as we call it a ++++ experience, I certainly feel it's possible with this brew I've come up with for sure. Gonna start with 53mgs and attempt to use this mini spoon as make shift oil burner with the torch and load it from back end its thick to should work good.
See the deemsters at the bottom im gonna hit it with the torch and hope this method works wish me luck and swirly travels to these other realms it's been so luscious a ride
4am ~ Wow this night has really turned into something magical that DMT straight shot me to the moon and back while the euphoria is so powerful its beautiful and im just gonna keep riding this wave I love everyone and this universe so much this is such beautiful tripping perfection right now straight PLUR overflow kinda vibe going strong I can feel the music in every inch of my soul. Something like a glimpse of Nirvana.
6am ~ just taking another 400mgs of Ephenidine now sublingual and I will be spitting it out after 30mins have past like usual I know this is probably wasteful but I mean it's been such a lovely ride that im fine with it and how I used in this manner for the binge it didn't effect my GI tract in a negative manner and I got all of the positives.
7:18am ~ Gonna eat one last piece of the blotter with my noodles and eggs for breakfast but thats its guys I swears it. Just after 7am so im dosing plenty early to wear it will give me that psychedelics amphetamines push but not effect my bedtime later on this evening
Will put me at about a cumulative spreadout dose of these longer acting psychedelics.
4mgs DOC
30mgs BOD
30mgs 4-AcO-DMT
8:08am ~ Feeling the redoses start to work their magic the visuals are so beautiful and the bodyhigh from this psych/dissos mix hereis second to none if I wasn't of a sound mind I'd say I may have just discovered the true Soma on this vision quest of mine. It certainly came strolling in upon its unicorn with banners and streamers abound in rainbows flavour
9:23am ~ Well it happened i got caught in this moment where I felt like it was all too much and I was so fucked up from front this ways to Sunday and I did the only logical thing that could come to my mind. The most primal of all activities I started watching some BBW cum swallowing pork my favorite category and jerking off like there will be no more tommrow. I went heavy for like over 30mins and when I just came right now my goodness was that an explosion of energy I feel so zenned out and way better I still am tripping absolute balls but that really got my mind centered again. Will not be needing to trip for a longtime after this one my friends I really got so much outta this. And now with my climax I feel so complete and I still have at least another 12 hours to go before I start coming down to the point sleep can be in the cards. I don't feel any fatigue at all tho and to the contrary if my sex kittens didn't have me on timeout I'd be eating her pussy right now and just recharging my supply before I slide it back inside her.
Being away from her these past weeks has really made it clear to me how much I love her and I do need to get on the track towards healing my body and mind and easing back on all these tripping shenanigans. I mean it sounds wild me saying this the depths of the psych/disssos binge but this truly was a farewell for the next month and let tho receptors replenish anew. I have to start getting accustomed to normal sober days/weeks like everyone else. Im going on the Methadone program next week and have made alot of positive choices in regards to those drugs. But now also have to work on my relationship with psychedelics and dissos and learn to use them in the most responsible manner I can, or now how.
☆ today marks the start of something new for me while I'm riding the peak of the last of the plugged Ephenidine I have to come to terms with my addiction to dissociative drugs and psychedelics. They have given me so much insight into the inner depths of my soul and allowed me so much opportunity to grow as a person but my relationship with them needs to change, and it has to from this moment on thru the rest of my life. I'm going to be enforcing a hardstop after today for all psychedelics and dissociative drugs for the next 31 days to prove to myself if I can use these sacraments as the tools I truly believe they are. Im doing this to prove something to myself and to a woman I hold very dear to my heart. And after that one trip on March 6th I will take 90 days off from psychedelics... I didn't tell her about that one yet and wanted her to read it here as a surprise. But I want her to know that I have seen the light and within it is you my goddess and to my word I'll remain true. When you see me exercise my will in this manner you will truly believe me when I say I can use them responsibly again someday.
But let's let this be a happy moment of rejoice I am free my friends from that hell of Heroin/ Fentanyl addiction and I threw away all my needles and oral syringes for plugging for that matter. Its only gonna be Buprenorpine for me for the next few days and than I make the jump onto my liquid handcuffs to set my soul free, I love all of you so much. More than you will ever know and I will always be here for you in this lyfe and my next one thats comes round again. Because we are truly all one and im crying tears of joy right now for my love of you and for my love of us. This is our world and we can reshape it however we want.
With two grams within 24 hours Ephenidine is its own animal I can't really compare it to the MXE or Ketamine like drugs cuz its way more clear headed and the duration is just my God bro I still haven't started to come down the dissociation in the early like first 8 hours is heaviest and then it sorta trails away its very euphoric and clear headed. The visuals are slow moving at one part of the trip when I took the second piece of blotter like 90mins post I knew I fucked up when my entire ceiling began to unfold into my lap like jack in the box toy sprang from the ceiling downward dancing jesters behind my eyelids madness for a moment and then I thought I have to pull myself from this and thats when I jerked off for like 30mins and orgasm was mindblowing I watched porn and talked to her at same time so it was like companionship sometimes she will finger herself on camera if she isn't over. I'll tell you what you should just skip all the oral and sublingual dosing i didn't get REALLY high until I plugged that fuckton at 2pm. I new the way I came up I was in for a walloping.
And that Chemical Legs song over and over the keyboard was so mindblowing and euphoric it was one of the most amazing musical moments in my.life. I had points where I felt so connected to the godpoint like this was almost a ++++ today except I was an observer and knew it would happen like everything that happened with my thread and with the tolerance break it was all leafing to this moment. I had to make all kinds of important phone calls with my landlord and family and loved ones and I was so wrapped up in it but simultaneously I knew my mind was in a tailspin. But thank goodness im as experienced as I am a couple times rainbows and exploding patterns of color soaked light bounced of the walls refracted in prismic patterns of joy
The choice is yours....
Tagged by Xorkoth
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