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E-girl

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insignificant
6.23.01
isn't it typical
how sometimes people walk into your life
and with just a word,
or a look
can make a person feel so small,
so insignificant
isn't it heartbreaking
how sometimes those we trust most
fail us
deceive us
make us wish we weren't alive
isn't it strange
how sometimes you can find so much beauty
in the way a stranger says your name,
for the first time
isn't it precious
those few seconds that you look at your life
and find yourself breathlessly happy
and isn't it overpowering,
the way that you feel
after the moment passes
and you remember
you are miserable
isn't it scary,
yet somehow breathtaking
the day you realize
who your real friends truly are
isn't it comforting
the way you open up an email
and there he is,
just words and a soul
ready to sweep you away
with just hello
or how are you
isn't it ironic
the way he touches my heart
without ever coming within miles of me
yet the person sitting right beside me
makes my whole existence
feel so foolish
isn't it life
the way things never go quite as planned
always let down by expectations
of something better
always disappointed
by the way fate slaps you in the face
when you least expect it
isn't it sad
how we take each other for granted
how we look each other in the eye,
day after day
and forget to appreciate
the things that really matter
yet we never forget to dwell
on the little things,
the insignicant things.
those things that tell people
to hate each other
isn't it funny
life....
so sudden and scary
so unfulfilling
at times so wonderful...
and at others,
so damn insignificant.
isn't it tell-tale...
you and i...
graced by the chance to meet
to hug,
and have to let go too soon
to have to say goodbye
before we've even finished
muttering hello
tomorrow you go back to being,
just a voice in the dark
someone i can't see, or hold
but who i always hear,
telling me what to do
or who to be
how to love,
and laugh
and to remind me that life
is only what we make of it
isn't it golden
the way we grow
like two very different flowers
with the only common thing
between us,
being our dream of finding the sun
yesterday
you made me cry
i was so happy
i felt so safe
wrapped in only thoughts of you
but tonight,
i go back to feeling
insignifant
and you're nowhere
to make me feel otherwise...
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
*Banging Your Head Against a Wall uses 150 Calories an Hour*
Two guys walk into a bar. You'd think one of them would have seen it.
--Daniel Lybra
 
you just wrote how im feeling right now!! hold on to those precious moments, and remeber they'll be more of them in the future!
that's what i believe...or atleast try to, to keep going in this world!!
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'id rather live in an illusion than face harsh reality' me
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IM unicycle83 (thanx to brownie):)
 
very nice
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What difference do you think you can make? One single man in all this madness...?
 
OMG holy shit! *YOU* are the one!! I dreamt about you when I was little and here you are, exactly as you appeared in my dreams! I cannot believe it -- HERE YOU ARE!!! THIS IS ABSOLUTELY FUCKING INCREDIBLE!!!
Now lets see if I can remember this. I am supposed to deliver you a message. I memorized it but I never really thought I'd bump into you here. I'm really nervous so please bear with me, okay? Okay..here goes.
You are an absolutely beautiful person with a light that washes away the darkness of souls who have forgotten that humanity surrounds them! You bring joy to people around you, even ones that you don't know! You have worth, you have love, and you know how to inspire others to breathe again! And when you pause at insignificance, you know a hug is all that it is needed to break the pain of everyday life! You have a gift! You have a smile! You have friends! You have love and warmth and happiness!
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tomorrow you go back to being,
just a voice in the dark
someone i can't see, or hold
but who i always hear,
telling me what to do
or who to be
as i sit here and wait for him to come get his stuff and walk out of my life, i read through some of my old stuff, and realize that i've spent one too many sleepless night at this computer. i can remember writing every line, and what i was thinking as i wrote it. i know the parts where i had to stop and get a tissue before continuing. i can look back and say "I remember what the fight was about the night that i wrote this." And i realized that i have been a fool... he's brought me nothing but pain for months, and you all saw it... but not me. i was blind.
he was supposed to be here at 10 am. It's 10:07, he's late as usual. I can't help but roll my eyes. my insides twisting, i wonder what it will be like, that second he walks through my door for the last time. i feel like i need someone to hold my hand, someone to push me forward and make me do this. i cant fail myself this time, not like all the other times.
isnt it funny how something as insignificant as "hello" can lead to 3 years of unbridled love, a billion memories, an ocean of tears... and isn't it funny how something as insignificant as "goodbye" can tear one's heart to pieces...
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart."
~~ Helen Keller
 
...people have the ability to tear you apart only if you allow them to. A thick skin is not a bad thing. Please don't allow people to hurt you. There is enough pain in one's life that is forced upon them, but leaving oneself vulnerable only makes it worse...
 
E-girl: the word "bitch" has such negative connotations in this world... but sometimes she is just the side of yourself that you need.
Oh, and soulfly ... I agree.
 
never ever stop writing......ever.......you have such an amazing gift.....the ability to write so wonderfully about anything, please continue to share that with us all forever!
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