insecurity

[lilygirl]

Wonder what she was thinking
Wish I knew what he will say.
I guess it’s no surprise
That I always overanalyze.
Does he really love me?
Or
Is it just a show?
Paranoia,
Or fear of the truth
I just don’t know.
Are we really falling apart?
Can I believe the words we exchange?
Is this natural?
Or do you hate me?
Am I ugly
and worthless
or unworthy
of love?
I don’t want to admit any of this.
Anyone that knows me
Casually
Wouldn’t believe my insecurity.
But it lurks below the surface…
Like a disease
Without a magic pill.
No cure until
I find
someone to fill the void.

 

[goodnitestar]

i know how u feel girl , dont let someone make your security , make it for yourself... no one can ever completely fill that void, if you cant first fill it with self love. until you have that you wont be ready for anyone else...
peace*
luca ani veron