innocence

[twistedhunter]

does anyone else feel like they lost their youth and innocence due to drug use. ive been sober a couple months but i just sometimes think how i fucked up my youth and my self through the abuse of drugs. i just catch my self wanting to go back before i entered the "drug world" anyone else feel like this or is it just me?

 

[T. Calderone]

When you start drug use real early, it's natural to want to take a step back and go back to reconnect with your innocent self. I went through this when I was 17 because I had been on drugs since 14. But I was not ready to completely stop all of it. I think lots of people go through this.

 

[twistedhunter]

have you been able to stop or you still use? no judgement or nothing just wondering? cause ive been trying since i was 17 and im 22 and am tired of the cycle. fear one of these days i will die from my drug use if i dont get rid of the habit

 

[DETROIT*edm*JUNKIE]

Alot of people are robbed of their youth man, think about all of the people in the world that live in shitty places like africa or the middle east, they dont have time to be kids there cuz they have to go into survival mode and stay on edge. The world isnt a fairytale where everything goes the way its supposed to, its a mean and dark place.

 

[keyed]

personally never had any desire to go back to youth before drugs, if i were strung out all throughout puberty or something maybe i would want to. to me, theres a big diff between smoking weed, weekend binge drinkin/mdma/coke/lsd/etc.(more normal behavior) from like age 13+ and being strung out/fucked up constantly/dependent on hard drugs at that same age.

hungover on sunday you're doin great. hungover on monday not so much lol