Inner monologue

[deficiT]

My inner monologue is like Slim Shady + Speedy Gonzales drifting through all of my complex emotions. I feel really strongly at all times, and I'm constantly thinking through things, planning things, imagining the future, and wishing for certain things. It's my voice really on the day to day, but I have had really incredible delusions when I've been in amphetamine and/or dissociative psychosis. I really can't describe it, but it gets crazy in there.

It only really stops when I sleep. Even then my sleep is really troubled most times.

 

[0.o_LaCuNa_o.0]

Even then my sleep is really troubled most times.

How is your sleep troubled exactly?

 

[deficiT]

How is your sleep troubled exactly?

Recurring nightmares and strange dreams. Flying and heights, fucking with my spatial awareness kinda thing, which induces like a type of vertigo. Sleep paralysis.

 

[Nas47]

I don't actually see anything behind my eyelids, but I can envision an apple nonetheless.

See same picture.