I can imagine that the reassimilation of reality from a datura trip could be problematic...since at what point do you realize that it has ended, if during the trip itself you are unaware that you are tripping?
After reading many of the so called trip reports about datura, I find myself wondering how many are actually true. Maybe all of them, who knows. And I am no one to level accusations.
But the fact is, a lot of people don't understand some things about drugs and then they go and describe something that just sounds not quite right to some of us.
Case in point: LSD in high doses. People talk about 1000 mics like it is some sort of mystical difference. Well, it isn't. I tripped harder on 700 mics than I did on 1500, but the larger dose lasted a bit longer. I will admit that 700-800 mics seems to be some sort of max out threshold, at least for me, because beyond that there is only more body problems, and the effects last longer but are not significantly different, even at double the dose.
Any way you look at it, though, with LSD, shrooms, whatever hallucinogenic drug you take, there is always some sense of having taken a drug. Of course, once you trip that you die that stops being a factor, but even then there is a recollection of sorts involving one's state of sobriety, or in some cases, state of living as opposed to the state of having died. Perhaps this is the case only with me, but I have taken what are generally considered to be large doses of hallucinogens, and I have never once lost sight of the action of having done so, even if I had tripped some very bizzare consequences or interpretations of that act.
What I am trying to say is that with a deleriant, the actual congnitive process is damaged. There is simply madness. How can one be assimilating an experience if one is completely unaware of themselves in ANY sense whatsoever? From what I can gather about deleriants, when taken in a sufficient dose they simply render one unable to distinguish themselves from their own creations, and on top of that there seems to be a disassociation of recollection, resulting in nothing but insanity.
Maybe I am wrong about this. I have tripped that I was insane God knows how many times (haven't we all!) but there was the conscious observation of that fact. Surely the combination of madness, coupled with the inability to consider one's self, is true insanity.
Even the ego loss is not a loss of awareness. It is in fact the exact opposite. It is the conscious knowledge that in losing everything, we gain insight into our natures, and in that state, beyond the fear, the euphoria, the pain,the mad laughter, the death trip, and the mourning, there is still an awareness of self. but it is, we find, a selfless self...one not interested in gain, but just content to BE. This, to me, is not madness. Sure, in those moments one is not contemplating the act of having taken acid, or mushrooms, but neither is one unaware of their state of being. In fact, I would argue that it is then when one becomes aware PRECISELY of one's state of being.
So that's why I am hard pressed to find any value in total annihilation of self-awareness. To me, that seems to be the exact opposite of ego death. That seems to be ego enhancement, and death of objective observation. One simply engages themselves in whatever is immediately present, without any realization of consequence or reality.
Lesser experiences on datura, ones that are small doses and seem to resemble trips in some ways...of what value is this? Because if one is seeking a trip, why not take a psychedelic drug and accomplish this with minimal risk? I would say to one considering a delerient, be familiar with ego death. I would recommend some experience with DMT and high dose LSD trips first. As in the 800 mics I mentioned above.
Then, one could contemplate the value of awareness much more thoroughly.
Because once we truly forget ourselves, what is there to guide us?