^the 20 year old addedum served two purposes: it clarified more precisely what I meant exactly by first having used the more general term, "youth," and made it clear that he was at the time quite legal and is now, if still alive, even more so.
Just because you are queer many seem to think that you must like boys not realizing that the male body reaches its maximum, most curvaceously sensual, muscular and well-developed peak around the age of 25 years of age I do think. To most people it has less to do with a discrete number and more with finding someone who's your equal. So as younger get older, your lovers do too; for me, this generalization has been true.
I am now back again to my old usual celibate self. I've put all thoughts of romantic relationships in a box hidden under a dark shelf. And there they will stay up to forever and a day I can't say because I don't know but I'm not worried about it now fo sho. Love is an intense emotion but yet also illusory; if you put all your faith in a romantic partner's hands they will break your heart in two and leave you feeling downtrodden, betrayed, dejected and blue. The sensual component unfortunately must have certain unnamed elements of virility, endowment, and overall attractability of total body shape met; if you're way below average and can't meet them, then one must jet. Take up rhyming impromptu or some other creative, artistic artform.
Sex may be important, but it's mostly the same; if you not a top player den get out da game.
