in the video what is being experienced and why is it looking this way

[awkward__silence]

please needing an analysis this person confuses me and i am not sure why he is acting strange at 1:26 , do we now make feeling feelings a bad thing in society because what else can be explained more than he is trying to not cry
6:00 - 6:03 , why is he trying so hard it seems people are reacting to his emotions with compassion but i think if he is hiding emotions i do not think compassion is necessary because he is not meeting us half way in being vulnerable...

 

[fennech]

I can not see the video.
But not wanting to cry or show emotions in front of some people does not mean he is hiding emotions always. I don't want to cry in front of my boss because it would be unpolite and awkward. I prefer not to cry in front of my wife because she treats me like a child when I show emotions. I don't want to cry in front of my mother because it would upset her.
But I cried once with a friend (a woman) and it was good.