HardcoreHeaven
Bluelighter
I saw you stand and stare
in still life
our legs moved in frames
I couldn't quite pinpoint where I ended
and you began
sometimes the light would shred up my eyelids
or look like it, if you caught it just right
and the smell of your skin I could
never forget even if I wanted to
I was walking some endless road and still I
couldn't move even when the headlights came near
you crashed into me like some inevitable force
and denial flooded down its simple path
what am I missing here that I couldn't have
seen before, some base I couldn't have
the thrill of touching
this bitter taste just won't leave my mouth
the same mouth I kissed you with, to think
I once knew your touch like my own
I can see what I haven't known
that I was always alone
and you just filled my porous bones
there's dynamite in your veins
and you exploded onto me, you looked so beautiful there,
what was it that made me want you, the warmth
the things I wanted to hold,
you shattered
glass shards in my heart.
brand new kind of poison.
in still life
our legs moved in frames
I couldn't quite pinpoint where I ended
and you began
sometimes the light would shred up my eyelids
or look like it, if you caught it just right
and the smell of your skin I could
never forget even if I wanted to
I was walking some endless road and still I
couldn't move even when the headlights came near
you crashed into me like some inevitable force
and denial flooded down its simple path
what am I missing here that I couldn't have
seen before, some base I couldn't have
the thrill of touching
this bitter taste just won't leave my mouth
the same mouth I kissed you with, to think
I once knew your touch like my own
I can see what I haven't known
that I was always alone
and you just filled my porous bones
there's dynamite in your veins
and you exploded onto me, you looked so beautiful there,
what was it that made me want you, the warmth
the things I wanted to hold,
you shattered
glass shards in my heart.
brand new kind of poison.
