In need of hope

[Robi]

glad your here orange, welcome!

 

[Nightrider19]

Hi Mate!

Firstly have you had a good meal lately?
This must be driving you mental BUT there is hope.
Especially the ringing in your ears - isolating yourself doesnt help.
I had it for fucking ages and the doctor said less stimulants, less stress and more sleep
YEAH RIGHT but they were right,

What are three things you are grateful for in life right now???

NR xx

 

[dragonix]

One of these vocalists OD'd if I stand correct hope wasn't enough

 

[Mjäll]

Mainly i associate my decreased intelligence, emotional numbness, increased forgetfullness, chaotic thoughts, minor tinnitus, and decrease in the spontaneity of my imagination with the drug abuse I did. I just realy hope ill recover, lately ive been more reassured the damage isnt there or will pass within a couple months but the insecurity is realy getting at me. Mainly because ive read stories of DXM abusers who feel similarly to me, please i need reassurance that ill be my old self again

I would interpret this primarily as an issue of emotions and experiences that need processing. I see no cause for alarm regarding permanent drug induced brain damage in your descriptions.

Emotionally you seem to be in a bad place, doubting yourself and your worth.

Drugs, specifically cannabis, can dull things down a bit but for me personally i've noticed in retrospect that i've worried too much about such things and that's the bigger problem. Worrying about drugs dulling me down dulls me down more. I'm in my early thirties btw.

Wish you the best however you choose to tackle this.