Hello...I'll tell yinz a little about me first then get to the point...I'm 34, female, live in Pittsburgh, been struggling with heroin for 17 years, in and out of prison, lost so much. I think I might be ready to quit. I'm so afraid of failing for the millionth time. I'm afraid of being more unhappy than I am now, using. I'm afraid of being sick, going back to jail, etc. Basically I just need a little support with this. I'm broke and broken, I can't and won't resort to criminal activity to support my habit any more. This is getting to be all too much and suicide should not be on my mind as much as it is lately. I did 2 bags at like 8 this morning and I feel like shit already. I have a few subs and I think I'm ready to do this for real this time. I just need someone to talk to who can relate to what I'm about to attempt. Anything to help or at least distract me for a while would be appreciated. Thanks so much!!!
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In need of help/advice...New member
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If I could relate I would try and help but I always did clear and while I've let everyone who cared about me down with my using it's easier to give up white than black :/ good luck though any support I can give I will even without your experience
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