This was nobody’s fault my friends.
I see so many of you feeling blame and guilt over what more you could have done.
We all tried.
This really was not even The Captain’s fault.
When a person is living with chronic pain, depression, and all the other problems that suffering can bring....well...there really does come a time when some kind of break takes place and it isn’t even a conscious choice really.
It is just what happens and something we are all in danger of and we need to be aware of that.
This could be anyone of us at anytime.
That is why it so important to stick together.
Help where you can and accept help when offered.
Keep talking.
You cannot will power yourself through that kind of pain.
I know that CH is astonished at just how much he was and is still loved.
He feels our love and he is in a place of love.
He would not want any of us to feel guilty over this.
This life is not the end.
I promise you.
Until we meet again Captain.
It was a pleasure knowing you.
I was honored to be written of in your book.
Love you so much!