In Lifetime

[GoingStRaNgE]

excuse my rants
here they go...
In my mind
I search for REASON
for reasons
for way around the daze
I depisegood guys
who shit where they please
who like to tease
i want to scream
hello hello hello hello hello
Fuck those who think they know
im fucked for a life time
now is the right time
but, the quesions not when
its what
ah, who gives a fuck
who are the few who care
who share themselves with othes
if you smother a fire
it only goes out.
I'VE NEVER
learned a damn thing by myself
without the art of majorly fucking up
I never spent a dime without going in debt
never made a ryme without a punch in the head
never liked my bed
never touched myself without tears
& i've never
BEEN SO
so so so so serious
so messed
where does it end?
i can't fend for myself from myself anymore
We're all
LONELY
But we never give up
I can't stress
how the mess can mess with this mess
we all kiss but we all miss
SO
Ineedtoknowwheniknow
whats right
whats wrong
I'm right
i'm wrong
same old song
I dont rest till im
HAPPY
Till my mind is ull
I need to be the old bald man
meditating in tibet...
all knowing
SO
words can be full of something
More then bull
if im the lead role in my life
Why can't i get past the anti-climax
I fired
go hire some bimboy bawatch bohemouth
who never drowns
but alway sends his
LOST
love
drowning damsil
roses
at least twice a week
wow
what a loser.
i wonder who the few are
who stumble by this peice
who noticed my rants
you are the few I've chosen >with Gods help<
to livewith your eyes open...
so what...
F O R E V E R G O N E
end of
thought
LOOK
HARDER
FOREVE GONE
straaange

 

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