In Hopes...

[latinlovegod99]

First I gave you my words
But you said they weren't the right ones
So I will no longer talk
In hopes you will like me more
Then I gave you my thoughts
But they didn't measure up to your standards
So I will no longer think
In hopes you will respect me more
Followed by my body
But I was too inexperienced for your tastes
So I won't touch you any more
In hopes you will be more attracted to me
Last I gave you my feelings
But you told me they were misdirected
So I will no longer follow my heart
In hopes you will love me more.

 

[E-girl]

sweetie,
dont make me cry! dont let this girl walk all over your heart like that. you are better than that... why should u have to change your life for someone? please yourself first. its nice to make others happy, but not when your own happiness is the price you have to pay.
i learned that the hard way. dont make the same mistake i did.
*hugs*

 

[latinlovegod99]

No, this isn't the current feeling. This was something written in the past. Most stuff that will be posted on here by me concerning depression will be from the past, as I am not currently feeling this way, and hopefully won't be in the near future.