In a bit of a fucking awful state, any tips?

bignbrown

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Well i havent slept properly since sat morning (now tuesday) so am in deep sleep dep and having slight visuals and feeling extremely surreal and the worst part is im in v slight gbl wd and havent any my valium for 4 days as the script ran out early, i have some xanax coming in the post this morning which will be around 4 hours at the most, im tempted to try and make an attempt to the shop for a small amount of alcohol to get me through these few hours, im worriedd im going to go in complete psycosis and also worried about the seizure risk (got v bad twitchs/tremors), gah this is awful i need them benzos quick!
 
i dont know whether to try and attempt to get to the shop (few min walk but probably get picked up by the mental hospital staff :P) to get a small amount of alcohol, im really worried about seizuring and pretty much feel psycotic from the sleep dep, argh this wait is killing me.
 
ok gonna just tough it up and hope the mail comes quick, might be 2 hours, i just cant sleep, this is awful i keep feeling things on me and my vision is so fucked.
 
I don't know if alcohol is going to help with the seizure thing. Try to take 4 Tylenol PM and get a few hours rest.

A good little stock of anti-seizure meds such as Trileptal are pretty much a must-have for anyone addicted to benzos. They seem to work pretty well for the sleep thing as well. Going through opiate withdrawal, I have used these and they seem to work quite nicely. You can get them pretty easily, I believe.
 
fuck me, walked to the shop and it was shut! my Postman saw me on the way back and said 'oh i got a special delivery for you' i could barely talk or sign it properly but got them on the way back, 1mg under the tounge now... saved lol.
 
been in your shoes before, except unfortunately I had a seizure while driving to pick up my xanax refill, it's an indescribable hell. glad you got what you needed in time. that mail man must have looked like god himself.
 
managed to get a small amount of sleep and the psycosis like feelings hve gone, although still incredebly tired because i was drinking bottle after bottle of 20cl vodka through the last few days to combot the anxiety of gb and benzo wd (which i happened right after the end of a mephedrone binge, so made it even worse, the sleep dep got so intense, full OEV's visuals walking to shop was the hardest thing ive ever done, still really tired and want to sleep so bad still but its still hard, oh well will try and get another few hours at least just to feel normal again. was probably the worst morning of my life.
 
wow that sounds terrible u should have just went to the hospital, also considering the lorazapam to cure my withdrayl symptoms isnt such a good idea
 
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