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I'm still alive

Yeah of course I remember Morrison's

Remember is a long word........................................................
 
Torchlight rallies perhaps, the fine selection of tasty wurst he cud be enjoying literally anything.. drugs i would hazard a guess at who knows?
 
I didn´t disappear, hehe, just can´t check back as often when I´m travelling. Really sorry about that previous six month absence though, that was a fuckup on my part
 
Oh, and btw, I have about a week left in Berlin if anyone wants to meet up for a beer in that general area.
 
You can tell other people whatever you like but as I read your posts regularly I recall things somewhat differently. I wasn't criticising - was just rather amused at the 8 years without drugs thing - however "investigative" those times which don't quite fit with the no drugs in nearly a decade spiel happened to be. You clearly took your undercover work quite seriously ;)
 
^ I don't see how you infer that. I'm just giving my own experience, as it was questioned. Whether that matches someone else's, holds similarities or is completely different is another matter and something I was not alluding too.

You're being negative, Shambles. I feel like I can't talk to you any more without you having a negative take on everything I say.
 
raas_2012 said:
Erm, NYE 2006 I took my last ecstasy pill.... In January I decided to stop completely, felt a calling from God and that drug use was sinful so stopped it all.

Then late last year (8 years later, or 7 3/4's if u want to be pedantic) some cunt introduced me to a source. I was interested in possible alternatives to alcohol and also curious towards marijuana as had a few strange experiences on it when I was younger.

Was interested in "charas" as it is very spiritual drug and taken by Hindu's to find "Shiva", so being a person with great interest in spirituality was quite fascinated to investigate it. Staggering drug. But I've deduced it's so much more than the "spinny, weird, trippy" stuff you knew as a teenager. Rather, it is a spiritual tool - allows you to cross over to the astral plane - engages you with spirits who leak revelations and epiphanies. Put's you in a meditative state; gives clues on what states of mind it is possible to access.

Can't quite determine whether this is a spiritual abuse, or a spiritual aid. I'm strongly thinking the former, sadly.

Heroin: was more harder on the mind than I remembered. Left me feeling cloudy in the mind, weak and run down the next day or 2... perhaps moreso than alcohol. Also screwed up my sleeping pattern. I've decided it's best to stay away from all drug use, legal and illegal. But if I am feeling overtired (like tonight) will settle for a bottle of wine. May or may not use heroin again one day...depending on how naughty and excitable I'm feeling. (No, really)


EDIT:~ sorry if post sounds a bit weird, just my depiction and my investigative drug use was questioned so felt it suitable to answer
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To cut a long story short - you didn't stop taking drugs 8 years ago.
 
^ Pretty much that. You can't have it both ways, Raas. You can't claim 8 years drug free then add in parenthesis that actually you did use drugs - heroin is most assuredly a drug - but it was for "investigative purposes" with the implication that this is some other way of using drugs intrinsically superior to what other people take drugs for. Ask people why they take drugs and a goodly proportion will tell you to find out what taking drugs feels like. No you didn't say it in so many words but the implication was abundantly clear: my drug taking is different to all you people. It's insulting so hardly a surprise it may earn a response or two from others.

I actually don't have a negative take on everything anybody says. When I agree with you I'll happily agree just as clearly as when I disagree with you. Same goes for everybody else. On this particular matter you're being slippery as fuck and it's nauseating. On the stuff in the FHM thread I basically agree only without the moralising dimension. We can have it both ways - I don't like black and white as mentioned.
 
So taking psyches "for fun" is a Bad Thing but taking heroin for "investigation" is a Good Thing, yes? What exactly were you investigating that was so very vital for you to know? How high heroin gets you? How addictive heroin is? How vastly more destructive than taking psyches "for fun" it is? How you aren't spotting the hypocrisy and ludicrousness of your statements here is beyond me.
 
Don't forget that it's also a Bad Thing to take psyches in order to find themselves spiritually, but it's okay for raas to 'investigate' the same field with weed. :D
 
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