azgaza
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So basically the problem is I did way too much ketamine the past week; up to 3 grams a day or possibly even a bit more, although not every day as much but most days and I got k-cramps from that but because I had a lot of places to go, parties to attend and people to meet I kept going with the K to get rid of the pain and pretend I was ok, which worked but extended the duration of the k-pains until the point they're still here today and have been for 8 days now.. although with varying intensity. Right now they're bad but managable.
(might be useful to know I'm female and only weigh around 108 pounds). To help with keeping the pain down I also took around the max dose of paracetamol those 8 days; averaging 3.5 - 4 grams a day but there may have been two days where I took 4.5 or 5 grams. I also phoned the emergency line to ask if that dose was too much and they said I should be safe. I'm not taking any more now, if the pain continues I'll suffer through it I brought this on myself. I'm also cutting down with the K now and I just plan on staying home and taking care of my body. What got me properly worried is that I took 4.5 grams of paracetamol the the past 24-28 hours and a about an hour ago I got sick, very nauseous (with very intense k-cramps too) but I was already a bit ill, sore troath and stuff and I threw up (which I don't easily do, last time was 16 years ago), luckely just water and afterwards I felt a lot better, which is now. But I read the first symptom of paracetamol overdose is nausea. Still, I should be ok, but I'm just scared and I feel bad and I want more people to tell me I won't die that stuff will be ok. I'm also all alone now and I just feel so bad that I did this to myself it was stupid and I was perfectly aware of what stupidity I was doing but I couldn't help myself.
Please someone tell me my liver will get through this if I don't take any paracetamol for atleast half a year and cut down / do just a tiny tiny bit / not do any K for the upcomming atleast week or so to let my body rest a bit?
Also if anyone has any advise on how to deal with escapism tendancies in another way then taking dissociatives, that would be good advise. Because the problem isn't really just ketamine addiction, it's a sort of urge to flee from reality into my own world and my own mind, something I've always had. Before it was a 6.5 year cannabis addiction which i got rid of on my own and before that I practically lived in my own imagination. I do like taking dissociatives for reasons I call good reasons such as inspiration, partying and creativity boosting and self exploration but I want to get rid of the escapism-reason, the fleeing from reality. Why do I not like the world .. my life is fine really, I'm normally quite healthy, I have nice friends, I have a great family, a lovely home, great cats, good intelligence, I can do a lot of stuff, I make a lot of stuff and I have some nice study plans to get that part of my life back on track as well.
Someone please tell me I'm not dying I don't feel very nauseous anymore, just a bit because I threw up (just water luckely ) about an hour ago and haven't eaten in a few hours and well obviously that doesn't make me feel good, but not nearly as bad as about two hours ago.
Also does anyone know what I should look out for in terms of other symptoms? When should I call the emergency doctor? If the nausea stays away, does that mean I'm 100% safe?
Edit: Just a digital hug or anything would also help I feel lonely and in physical pain and, obviously, kind of ashamed / bad I did this to myself..
(might be useful to know I'm female and only weigh around 108 pounds). To help with keeping the pain down I also took around the max dose of paracetamol those 8 days; averaging 3.5 - 4 grams a day but there may have been two days where I took 4.5 or 5 grams. I also phoned the emergency line to ask if that dose was too much and they said I should be safe. I'm not taking any more now, if the pain continues I'll suffer through it I brought this on myself. I'm also cutting down with the K now and I just plan on staying home and taking care of my body. What got me properly worried is that I took 4.5 grams of paracetamol the the past 24-28 hours and a about an hour ago I got sick, very nauseous (with very intense k-cramps too) but I was already a bit ill, sore troath and stuff and I threw up (which I don't easily do, last time was 16 years ago), luckely just water and afterwards I felt a lot better, which is now. But I read the first symptom of paracetamol overdose is nausea. Still, I should be ok, but I'm just scared and I feel bad and I want more people to tell me I won't die that stuff will be ok. I'm also all alone now and I just feel so bad that I did this to myself it was stupid and I was perfectly aware of what stupidity I was doing but I couldn't help myself.
Please someone tell me my liver will get through this if I don't take any paracetamol for atleast half a year and cut down / do just a tiny tiny bit / not do any K for the upcomming atleast week or so to let my body rest a bit?
Also if anyone has any advise on how to deal with escapism tendancies in another way then taking dissociatives, that would be good advise. Because the problem isn't really just ketamine addiction, it's a sort of urge to flee from reality into my own world and my own mind, something I've always had. Before it was a 6.5 year cannabis addiction which i got rid of on my own and before that I practically lived in my own imagination. I do like taking dissociatives for reasons I call good reasons such as inspiration, partying and creativity boosting and self exploration but I want to get rid of the escapism-reason, the fleeing from reality. Why do I not like the world .. my life is fine really, I'm normally quite healthy, I have nice friends, I have a great family, a lovely home, great cats, good intelligence, I can do a lot of stuff, I make a lot of stuff and I have some nice study plans to get that part of my life back on track as well.
Someone please tell me I'm not dying I don't feel very nauseous anymore, just a bit because I threw up (just water luckely ) about an hour ago and haven't eaten in a few hours and well obviously that doesn't make me feel good, but not nearly as bad as about two hours ago.
Also does anyone know what I should look out for in terms of other symptoms? When should I call the emergency doctor? If the nausea stays away, does that mean I'm 100% safe?
Edit: Just a digital hug or anything would also help I feel lonely and in physical pain and, obviously, kind of ashamed / bad I did this to myself..
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