Shuddr2Think
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 24, 2000
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our eyes meet
again
and i wonder if you can hear me screaming
thru the silence that is us.
as always
its amazing how two people can sit in a room
and not speak
light years apart
close to me
and it means more to me than any conversation
but it wears me out..
makes me unsure...
helps me breathe...
you read into me in a way
that makes me
question myself.
am i that transparent?
this is getting over myself...
and moving on to you...
and i don't understand why its so difficult...
i always was a sucker for a challenge...
and you...
well dollface...
you
are
it.
*i want to be someone else or i'll explode*
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Telling us to obey instinct is like telling us to obey 'people.' People say different things: so do instincts. Our instincts are at war.... Each instinct, if you listen to it, will claim to be gratified at the expense of the rest...."
-C. S. Lewis
again
and i wonder if you can hear me screaming
thru the silence that is us.
as always
its amazing how two people can sit in a room
and not speak
light years apart
close to me
and it means more to me than any conversation
but it wears me out..
makes me unsure...
helps me breathe...
you read into me in a way
that makes me
question myself.
am i that transparent?
this is getting over myself...
and moving on to you...
and i don't understand why its so difficult...
i always was a sucker for a challenge...
and you...
well dollface...
you
are
it.
*i want to be someone else or i'll explode*
------------------
Telling us to obey instinct is like telling us to obey 'people.' People say different things: so do instincts. Our instincts are at war.... Each instinct, if you listen to it, will claim to be gratified at the expense of the rest...."
-C. S. Lewis
