Drew ive known you for some time and I know you can do it! Funny story how we met, and I am really glad we got the chance to hang out a lot. Im really glad to have you in my support group, yeah we are seperated now afew states away and yet that never stopped us.
I respect your decision to get off the done, to be honest with you man that shits no good, ive seen personally what it does to your mind and body because i was on the done myself.
I got off of it by checking myself into brookwood hospital, it was one of the toughest things ive done because i was on it for so long. I mad a poor choice in which recovery center I went into afterwords because there was dope there and I went right back to using dope again.
I eventually lost everything again, and ended up over 2,000 miles away from home in a pot legal state hooked on heroin and meth. I soon realised that where ever i went, i would take myself with me, so state after state, job after job i kept blowing my paycheck on dope and alcohol, monday morning coming around and i felt guilt,shame and remorseful about the shit i did over the weekend.
I liked you a lot better when you were on suboxobe, i mean i liked you and always liked you regardless. You seemed more chiller then? Its good to get off all of the shit, to be frank. I know you can do it! Ive got a lot of faith in you, and ive always looked up to you as a brother.
Do me a favor and dont go back to h, we know to many of our friends that thought they could handle the shit again,and look where they are at. Hell ive been to 2 funerals within the last 30 days because of overdoses.
Baby steps ,you dont have to be a super hero over night!