You should expect something a little different/more intense from E. From your three most recent posts, it sounds like you got a low/threshold dose.
Now, granted, sometimes (as it was for me), the first time you do it, it's possible that the effects could be muted to a large degree, or nothing could happen.
The fact of the matter is, you don't know what was in your pill (as I didn't my first time, but I DID know the person I got it from [this matters, as it's called "knowing your source"]) When you can afford it, I'd recommend purchasing a testing kit.
It also sounds like your state of mind prior to dropping was a frustrated one. Your state of mind when you drop has the possibility to color your entire experience (to a degree). You HAVE to relax, and let it happen. Also, there's no point in getting mad at your dealer. Chances are more than likely that HE didn't know either. The best solution, is to
purchase a testing kit (yes, italics is a demonstration of peer pressure! LOLOL).
You shouldn't be pissed, it doesn't help.
Also, pricing information, as useful as it may seem, is not allowed on certain forums.
The best thing for you to do would be to wait until the experience is over, eat a decent meal, with healthy food, take a multivitamin (if you're comfortable doing so), and enjoy the afterglow. I'd also recommend going to the following websites, and doing a little bit of research, and reading through some of the experience reports.
Be patient! It'll happen for you soon enough. I know it sucks, but trust me when I say that the "proper" experience is worth the wait (and other people on this forum will tell you the same thing, if they haven't already via PM)
I'm not trying to honk my own horn here, but just to give you an idea of what a full-blown MDMA experience is like, here's a Pill Report that might give you a good idea:
http://www.pillreports.com/index.php?page=display_pill&id=11334
Other useful links:
http://www.pillreports.com (if you haven't found this one already, BOOKMARK it)
http://www.erowid.org (Fairly easy to use, comprehensive section on MDMA (E), as well as comprehensive information on EVERYTHING)
http://www.bluelight.ru (Well, gee, you already know this one!)
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/testkits.php (Get the EZ-test Complete when you can afford it. That's my recommendation)
http://www.dancesafe.org (there's some information in here, as well as an active forum that people still use.)
I would also recommend reading up on vitamins and supplements. If you're planning on making this an occasional thing (or even more than an occasional thing). Read up on pre- and post-loading. Some people will tell you it's useless, and what they mean to say is that it's useless for THEM. These things work differently for different people.
Search around BL for the threads on preloading. There are tons of them.
Other than that, feel free to ask questions. We'll be more than happy to answer them here.
--WH
