I'm not shy

[NomNomNom]

Trapped in my own brain, wrapped in a thousand what-ifs like links in a chain.

I'm not 'depressed' at least that's not what i'd call it, just feel like maybe a few dollar bills short of a full wallet.

I'll be better again, i know that for a fact. I'll smile at at you walking and you'll smile right back.

I'm not shy just cuz i don't say hi. HI! i want to shout it, but my brain right now, it's just clouded.

This isn't how i wanna be, if i had a choice please believe i'd be more friendly. Though sometime soon again i'm sure i will be - friendly. That is if you still want to talk to me.

If i don't say hi, it's not cuz i'm rude or playing hard to get. Ask my friends, i'm not a prude even though i haven't kissed you yet.

A week from now we'll kiss and you'll say "finally", but for right now I'm just more apt to be shy cuz i'm not comfortable with me.

 

[hbrewste]

A week from now we'll kiss and you'll say "finally", but for right now I'm just more apt to be shy cuz i'm not comfortable with me.

I can totally relate, as I'm sure so many others on bluelight can.
Nice work!

 

[GræyScüll]

i can personally relate

 

[mezid]

love it

 

[lostNfound]

I really like how each line is an affirmation of itself with each one finding more depth than the one before.

 

[Lost Ego]

*applauds* *gets chills* i like your poetry. im thinking about writing some, the ability to express how i feel sounds so empowering.

 

[RustyShackleford]

like everyone else that has replied i can relate, awesome job on the writing