• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

im not naive, i was here first

WatMyConditionIsIn

WatMyConditionIsIn

Bluelighter
Joined
Jan 2, 2009
Messages
236
Location
The 51st state, the 4th branch, Canada
apologies upfront im kinda drunk w 1/2mg of clonaz mixed in

neways i just moved cities n got off smack. got a job already n car n a bunch of pos stuff done. my first day off work i had a massive panic attack cause i realized i had nothing to do with none of the drugs that for me, usually, make it OK to have nothing to do. im scripted plenty clonaz but it doesnt make any/every thing ok the way that opes or booze or coke does for me. i realize im in the stage where boredom is a KILLER. but knowing that does not help. i dont know what kind of responses i want or expect. ways others have coped with this i guess?

hope that was more or less easily interpreted... <snip>
 
Last edited by a moderator:
vid games

used 2 luv vid games but today i couldnt play more than 5 min wo gettin bored. i board but isuck nwhen dpressed its hard to get onthe board.head full of down/tina/ghb n i could skate for hrs

ive been transported to a strange new world with none of my usual tools to help me cope

also i spin vinyl but sold my awesome decks for 2 days of smack but i still have 1 and just need one shitty deck, shitty needle, headphones and ican start spinning again

sry me space bar is not well
 
Last edited:
<Come on, you should know our rules by now. Read the forum guidelines before posting again>
 
Last edited by a moderator:
Congratulations on having gotten off smack. There is a thread in healthy living some suggestions of things to do instead of getting messed up.Relapse prevention plan! Aka what to do when BORED Occasional periods of boredom happen to everyone and are more frequent after having given up a huge involvement with a drug.

It will get better. It could also be that clonazepam + alcohol have intensified your boredom problem rather than having helped at all.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top