Im not good with words....

[Spencer]

im not good with words.
i keep things in my head.
some say i have a big vocabulary
but what good is being verbose without the proper tools to express what you feel?
but why do you need to know how i feel?
why do you care?
yeah, im ok
but what is ok
and who is to say weather or not everything is going to be ok
everything is just going to be
going to be what it is
good, bad, happy, sad
it just is
and thats what i have to deal with
and accept
the party stopped
but i kept going
and now here i am
-Spencer

 

[brownman]

Amen brother

Brownie

 

[Yoyi]

True.

 

[Squirt]

schweetnessch! good for you schpencher.... i like this poem very muccch.
-- schquirt
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"kids wouldn't be doing drugs anymore if you could fly a damn tea cup." -- lovelite
"give in to love, or live in fear." -- rent
fuck PLUR! it's all about hardcore ass fucking!!

 

[The Devil]

^
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Someone is in a really weird mood today!
Spencer, you seem to be doing fine with words, keep it up man.
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Allow me to lay me healing hands upon the masses.

 

[Angelight]

i love ya hun

that was great.
love
ange

 

[PixieGirl]

you actually entered words???? I am really confused. I think that was a very good piece. I know that you have the hardest time explaining things and how you feel but you know I am always here through the good times and the bad.
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"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you."
-Winnie the Pooh

 

[Spencer]

wow..its amazing how intelligent people think you are when they read something you write, but dont know that you were on K when you wrote it

-Spencer

 

[cherub]

Spencer On K or not it is good. Getting thought process out there and your feelings is an awesome thing.
Very relatable and very honest thank you so much for sharing !
((HUGS))
~Mom~

 

[Flower]

Actually, Spencer, I've found that K can open up all sorts of creative channels... anyway... just to reiterate the above, It's GOOD.

 

[:halo]

spencer-
good one.
i hate to break it to you, but all of us assumed you were on k anywayz, that's why we didn't mention it.

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'so lie to me....but do it with sincerity. make me think that at the end of the day some great reward will be coming my way...'

 

[Jabberwocky]

must not say good things about spencer...must......not..........well whatever possesed you to write these words should posses you agian......
-phil-
/me waits patiently

 

[Dagny]

Did I miss this the first time round? Or did I have nothing to say because it stunned me? Either way, this is absolutely beautiful Spencer.

 

[PixieGirl]

I remember that time, last year, when this was written. So much has changed in a year and you have grown so much. I am happy for you.

 

[Spencer]

aw geez phil, ya werent supposed to bump this

thanks guys.
-Spencer

 

[Jabberwocky]

spencer name one thing i wont bump

hahahah
-phil-
rehabs for quitters

 

[FoX]

I guess you ARE good with words after all....
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A mystery inside an enigma wrapped in something orange and fuzzy....
"Ed Meese should be ass-fucked by an acid-crazed elk."-Dr. Hunter S. Thompson
"There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio. Than are dreamt of in your philosophy." -William Shakespeare, Hamlet

 

[L O V E L I F E]

. . . and that is what we call I-OR-KNEE.

/Johnny Blue Jeans reference for Spenc-i-poo
Nice work, Spence.

 

[alykitty]

I'm not good with words

I call bullshit!!!!!
Very nice, hun!!

{{Spencer}}
[This message has been edited by alykitty (edited 08 November 2001).]

 

[fizzygirl]