im not good with titles (they remind me of labels)

[womanthatrolls]

I'm sorry
i didn't mean to fall
so close

i didn't mean to hold on
so tightly

and i didn't allow
for this much feeling
to uncover what i needed

but sorrys are synonymous
with regrets
and I gave them up last year

I'm scared though
because i know I'm right
and my curves are not enough
to make you love me the way you should

and 3 years is a long time for floating

(but i guess it brought her back to you)

I'm jealous
beyond any meaningful words
that she will claim you

(not that you ever
really let her go)

and she has every way to
seeing as love has never been something
we were supposed to share

(we just shared cookies
and pillows
and other pointless representations
of absolutely nothing)

i miss you already
and my dreams
are stained with her face

and I'm jealous
-beyond meaningful words-
that all the boys i love
will always drop my hand
kiss my cheek
and tell me i am beautiful

(beautiful enough to fuck
but not good enough to keep)

 

[PsychoKitten]

oh wow, this is lovely, it really struck a chord.

 

[cherub]

Lovely piece definately heart felt~Hugs~

 

[EverythingsEventual]

props for this, it's ace

 

[katmeow]

Well done... I really like the way you write!

 

[smileyfish]

Loving your style, you write with such honest simplicity and it always flows so beautifully. Sorry this one seems to have stemmed from heartache