I am off to the hospital: RIGHT NOW. Last night (after sobering up) I had fun with a friend. While we were watching scary movies, I realized that I had been so concerned about disappointing other people. If I want therapy so I don't kill myself, I should go. If I don't, I'm not saving my family from disappointment; I would hurt them in the long run by not waking up one morning.
I don't want to be alone anymore. Even if I don't have someone to talk to face to face about my problems, I still have all of you
Whether you know it or not, the support I have found here has helped me so much. Between thinking of all the hope you have given me & listening to
Eminem - I'm Not Afraid, I'm ready to do this.
Wish me luck; hopefully I won't get a shrink that is crazier than I am
JP
I don't want to be alone anymore. Even if I don't have someone to talk to face to face about my problems, I still have all of you
Whether you know it or not, the support I have found here has helped me so much. Between thinking of all the hope you have given me & listening to Eminem - I'm Not Afraid, I'm ready to do this.
Wish me luck; hopefully I won't get a shrink that is crazier than I am
JP