My life has been a wreck for the past 6 months. I struggled with addiction for 3 months, finally pulled myself together and thought I was on my way to fixing my life. Turns out I was wrong. I lost my job back in June and haven't found anything since. Bills are due and I don't have any money.
I am now seeing my friends slowly leave me behind (what few I did have left). I sit here day and night, doing nothing. I entertain myself with video games and look forward to having my younger brother come over after school to hang out with me. Other than that, my life is boring.
I see my friends put up pictures and status updates on facebook about going to parties and hanging out and having fun, but I look at my phone and not a single text from them. Never an invite to go along with them. I've just given up. Nobody wants to hang out with me anymore. I'm just the guy people call when there is absolutely nothing left to do. I'm the last resort.
My life has amounted to nothing and I just want to leave it all behind.
It has always been a fantasy of mine to go out and just hike. I want to hike the entire Appalachian trail. Every day the need to do this becomes stronger and one day I will do it. Just the solitude and meeting curious people along the way.
I have a clinical trial coming up in January (I hope), and will be getting paid $3800. Once this is done, I'm packing my shit and leaving. I'm making my dream come true and I'm leaving everything and everyone behind. Sort of my way to start over.
I hope I can follow through and make this happen. I'm known to talk a big game but when it comes down to it I back out at the last minute. Let's see if I can change that for once.
I am now seeing my friends slowly leave me behind (what few I did have left). I sit here day and night, doing nothing. I entertain myself with video games and look forward to having my younger brother come over after school to hang out with me. Other than that, my life is boring.
I see my friends put up pictures and status updates on facebook about going to parties and hanging out and having fun, but I look at my phone and not a single text from them. Never an invite to go along with them. I've just given up. Nobody wants to hang out with me anymore. I'm just the guy people call when there is absolutely nothing left to do. I'm the last resort.
My life has amounted to nothing and I just want to leave it all behind.
It has always been a fantasy of mine to go out and just hike. I want to hike the entire Appalachian trail. Every day the need to do this becomes stronger and one day I will do it. Just the solitude and meeting curious people along the way.
I have a clinical trial coming up in January (I hope), and will be getting paid $3800. Once this is done, I'm packing my shit and leaving. I'm making my dream come true and I'm leaving everything and everyone behind. Sort of my way to start over.
I hope I can follow through and make this happen. I'm known to talk a big game but when it comes down to it I back out at the last minute. Let's see if I can change that for once.
