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NCSH420

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so i joined last year. but i got locked up in january (this Year) for robbing a pharmacy. now im in stonewall jakson training school which is preety much a youth prison. so i get on the computer everyday from 12-230 to do my high school diploma work. well i was messing around and found out this site isnt blocked. so shit ill b on it from 12-3 everyday from monday thru friday i guess. so just a little intro. btw ive been sober since january. too long imo
 
Before you delete this post after reading the first paragraph, do me a favor man and hear me out. Keep reading and if you dont, I tried bro, I promise it gets better as you read on. Despite the beginning being rough.


Your using this site for all the wrong reasons, especially being currently locked up as a minor. Ive read your posts and you mention in about every one that your locked up for robbing a pharmacy. This isnt something to brag about like its cool or something. Do your time and do something with your life, not try to find ways to get a pain script or get high off cleaning products. I hope it's no surprise to you why most of your threads here have been closed. If we were giving away answers to your senseless questions this site would not be in existence very long due to being shut down.

We are here for harm prevention and to voice our knowledge about harmful drug use, weather it being a doctor or from our own bad experiences. While your in a youth lockup, use the time wisely. We all know its not enjoyable, we really do. But wouldnt it be alot more productive to use your time on the computers to maybe learn something new? Or maybe used them for what they were given for inmate use in the first place, to do work. Quite honestly your lucky you've been given the privilege to be released from a cell more than one hour per day.

Getting high isnt everything kid, im a teen as well. I went through a very bad pill habit once years of smoking weed wasnt enough anymore. Did i love the high life? Your damn right man. But did i love letting everyone down? Everyone who was closest to me, who gave me every opportunity to do right, and i go and fuck up everytime? Stealing money from strangers and even loved ones just to get my fix? That's when I put MYSELF in a drug prevention program, at the age of 16, and so far ive been sober for 7 months with only one relapse. Sure i can still be a dumbass in school and get detention or ISS once in a while, but what student doesnt?

Eventually i was forced to start fresh. I alienated all my friends, because lets face it, they were my stoner buddies and drug dealers as well. But was it hard to make new friends as the new me? A little awkward, but not hard at all. I see you said that you get to do work to make it towards your diploma. Thats your start right there. Next is to use your Bluelight time doing your work :p If they offer one on one counceling, thats one thing that helped me through my struggle with withdrawls as well as cravings and starting my life again. The only thing ive turned back to was cigarettes, but to me thats alot better of an addiction than any recreational drugs.

Drug life made me grow up pretty fast, im sure you can atleast agree with that. But that was just a 'pause' button on the remote of life. And ya know what man? I got my child hood back through all of this. I guess you can say i 'hit play' and got right back to being a young adult, no longer living as a hard ass know-it-all trapped in the body of a 16 year old. I dont expect to change your life from just a post on Bluelight, I just hope you choose to think about how being sober isnt ever a wrong choice. I really hope to maybe hear from you, weather its in the next post or somehow years from now on Bluelight letting me know you turned your life around. To come to a conclusion from my babbling, in terms of harm reduction, happiness and self righteousness is a drug you can never overdose on. Make the right decision kid, we all hope the best for you.


-Dave
 
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