im gonna be ok

[beanpoophead]

Sometimes I think I could be beautiful
but I don’t on all the days it matters most
and perhaps am I just me and that’s it
I wonder, if there’s something wrong with that
if there’s a problem and its just me

maybe over all these years that I have seen
I’ve become to jaded to see past myself
and look upon the world that has my dreams
alone in all of this, fancy filled pieces of me
except, today, despite all the things in my head
i feel like i could fly a million miles

and still be alive to say this

cos for the first time
in an awfully long time
I feel like I’m gonna be ok

 

[cherub]

First *BIG BIG HUGS* for you girl,, i see you growing up as we speak,,, i know you are going through so much , your writting always lets us know,, but you do an outstanding job of letting people see. Thank you, and yes you will be ok

 

[skjalff]

^^ !!! All your posts are Deeply personal, I definitely feel the continued narration of your life going through them. Its almost a voyeuristic feeling, in a good way )
"im gonna be ok" def. seems to me as an end of some chapter in this story


good work!!




skjalff