Okay, have some more concerta. School went by fantastically w/ 68mg dosed, and took 108 mg an hour and a half ago. I'm feeling good %). I guess while they're available and harder drugs aren't I'll seize the opportunity for productivity 
.
I've been a lazy pile of shit for more than a month now so I'm going to start an exercise regime. I'm also quitting/cutting back on smoking weed so I can maintain any sort of motivation w/o using stims as a crutch. I'm still going to school regularly which is going very nicely. The class I'm taking right now is almost too easy, leaving me lots of time to catch up with my credits. As far as busy work school keeps me busy, and as far as exercising I'm starting today with walking/jogging a mile at least. I know it's only a mile, but for me right now it would kill me to jog even half of that.
Next week I'm meeting with a job placement agency through my school to get employed;I'm fucking excited. It's been forever since I've had an income, and since then I've become more rational and intelligence so I'll actually maintain some sort of financial state
Now I'm going to pretend somebody will actually end up reading my blog and post this son of a bitch 8(
.I've been a lazy pile of shit for more than a month now so I'm going to start an exercise regime. I'm also quitting/cutting back on smoking weed so I can maintain any sort of motivation w/o using stims as a crutch. I'm still going to school regularly which is going very nicely. The class I'm taking right now is almost too easy, leaving me lots of time to catch up with my credits. As far as busy work school keeps me busy, and as far as exercising I'm starting today with walking/jogging a mile at least. I know it's only a mile, but for me right now it would kill me to jog even half of that.
Next week I'm meeting with a job placement agency through my school to get employed;I'm fucking excited. It's been forever since I've had an income, and since then I've become more rational and intelligence so I'll actually maintain some sort of financial state
Now I'm going to pretend somebody will actually end up reading my blog and post this son of a bitch 8(
I've been really slipping up with my exercising lately because it involves going to the gym. I have been asking myself why I don't just open my front door and at least run around the block (which is big and has a hill!). Hope you stick with it because it definitely makes you feel so much better.