i'm falling apart

[iwannabesedated]

I'm falling apart, and losing myself.
My self-esteem is just slipping away.
I'm as depressed as i've ever been
But only...worse.
I'm losing my friends
I'm going to hell
I live in fear
A fear of what? I dont know.
I want to just sit and listen to music all day
Then I would be truly happy.
I'm losing my attitude, my spark, and my shine.
I just want to be anti-social...another prime
example of what happens when your heart starts to die
at such a young age, I just wanna fly.

 

[cand-E bamber]

god i hate to say this.. but.. 'man i feel you' times cant get any shittier.. day after day of waking up to a world your becomming less apart of. its not your fault. it passes... you just gotta wait it out..
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"Most ravers are either high-tech holograms created by evil promoters to make it look like there's a lot of people at the party, or Satan in one of his many disguises."

 

[AnTiLooP]

I feel you. When will it all end? Life is shitty isn't it? It is worth all the hassle of work, play and money ? Drugs are nice and fun .... but besides it.. whats life worth living for?? Work , marriage.. all life is is a monotonous circle . Is there a meaning to it at the end of the day ???

 

[Mellabopper]

damn... good work, this flows very nicely. and i think most people have been at that stage in their life before - i know i have.
keep your head up
Mellabopper
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animals are for petting!
"does anyone know where we are? because i think i dont have a clue"
"damn the man, save the empire!" - empire records
Corruption is key.

 

[cherub]

I definately can feel you on this too, especially right now,,,, except i dont want to sit all day,, i want die at time,,,, ( no not sucidal) just that inner nagging gets to you after a bit.
hang in there, i know there is light, i been there before and now i am there again,, time is just a bitch waiting for it to pass
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" Stay with me just for today and let your soul come rest for a minute. "

 

[iwannabesedated]

thanks guys, i appreciate the support =)