Sturnam
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Last night at about 00:37 I decided to IM 10mg DPT and 30mg of (I think) S(+) ketamine.
This was my second time ever IM’ing something; the first time was the night before this of 30mg ketamine. It is also my first time trying DPT, but I am very experienced with lower doses of ketamine, but have never K-holed myself.
It may have not been the best setting; I have some homework to memorize for a presentation tomorrow as well as a test, but I decided that I NEEDED to try this out. After all I had heard, I don’t know how I could pass this opportunity up. It is the one day that I don’t have to wake up early, so I figured I would have more than enough time to finish my homework in the morning. The other factor was that I’ve had some minor problems with opiate use in the past, and I recently got some 8mg dilaudids. I’m in a very stressful place with school right now, and hoping that the experience, although mild, would help me control my use a little bit more.
After I injected the DPT+K, I went and I laid in my bed and listened to music. It’s what I generally find most comfortable to do while tripping. This is probably due to my lack of experience with psychedelics in general, as well as the fact that I’m not used to the strange body sensations, so I often get uncomfortable and anti-social with other people around. I listened to The Decemeberists “The Crane Wife 1” which is an absolutely amazing songs that just gives me shivers every time I hear it. It was the first song I listened to though, and at that point I felt the ketamine much more than the DPT, so I think next time I need to have it later in the playlist. However, while I was listening to a part where they had little bells going off in the background is when the DPT starting kicking it, with tiny blue dots started appearing in time with the bells.
The next thing I listened to was Andrew Bird, and this was where most of the trip took place. Each song was a story, that was played out inside my head, almost like a conversation. Several times I had to stop myself from responding to the music, or trying to shout out arguing against it. I wanted to tell the people the right decision to make or talk to them about their problems, but then they continued on without me. The only way I can describe it is that it was much more than music. I was completely involved with what was going on and surrounded by it. Each instrument played more of a role than simply making music; each instrument was its own person, and through their notes I could see their feelings, passions, and issues. But the songs were never depressing because there were always the other instruments there supporting each other, and helped each other through it. It felt like the end of each song was somewhat akin to the end of a great battle, where you could let out a giant sigh of relief that everything had worked out so well.
I went to the bathroom around 02:00 and was able to sleep shortly after then. I woke up this morning at 11:30 feeling very refreshed, although I had not gone as deep as I had wished. There were several things I had tried to think about during the trip, but the music seemed to grab hold of the experience and control where it went. This dose might be good for a somewhat more recreational experience, maybe a good movie-going dose. You seem to get extremely involved with any media you’re engaged with.
I think the combo of psychedelic+K I really like in general, since I dislike the strange come-up and general uncomfortable body feelings psychedelics give me. The ketamine provides a numbing and calming effect, so that I don’t notice the amphetamine-like qualities of psychedelics (I HATE stimulants) and also so the strange body sensations are lessened. It also seems to make the experience more immersive, and more “full” which is one characteristic that I really enjoyed.
This is a combo that I will definitely try again at a higher dose in the future.
This was my second time ever IM’ing something; the first time was the night before this of 30mg ketamine. It is also my first time trying DPT, but I am very experienced with lower doses of ketamine, but have never K-holed myself.
It may have not been the best setting; I have some homework to memorize for a presentation tomorrow as well as a test, but I decided that I NEEDED to try this out. After all I had heard, I don’t know how I could pass this opportunity up. It is the one day that I don’t have to wake up early, so I figured I would have more than enough time to finish my homework in the morning. The other factor was that I’ve had some minor problems with opiate use in the past, and I recently got some 8mg dilaudids. I’m in a very stressful place with school right now, and hoping that the experience, although mild, would help me control my use a little bit more.
After I injected the DPT+K, I went and I laid in my bed and listened to music. It’s what I generally find most comfortable to do while tripping. This is probably due to my lack of experience with psychedelics in general, as well as the fact that I’m not used to the strange body sensations, so I often get uncomfortable and anti-social with other people around. I listened to The Decemeberists “The Crane Wife 1” which is an absolutely amazing songs that just gives me shivers every time I hear it. It was the first song I listened to though, and at that point I felt the ketamine much more than the DPT, so I think next time I need to have it later in the playlist. However, while I was listening to a part where they had little bells going off in the background is when the DPT starting kicking it, with tiny blue dots started appearing in time with the bells.
The next thing I listened to was Andrew Bird, and this was where most of the trip took place. Each song was a story, that was played out inside my head, almost like a conversation. Several times I had to stop myself from responding to the music, or trying to shout out arguing against it. I wanted to tell the people the right decision to make or talk to them about their problems, but then they continued on without me. The only way I can describe it is that it was much more than music. I was completely involved with what was going on and surrounded by it. Each instrument played more of a role than simply making music; each instrument was its own person, and through their notes I could see their feelings, passions, and issues. But the songs were never depressing because there were always the other instruments there supporting each other, and helped each other through it. It felt like the end of each song was somewhat akin to the end of a great battle, where you could let out a giant sigh of relief that everything had worked out so well.
I went to the bathroom around 02:00 and was able to sleep shortly after then. I woke up this morning at 11:30 feeling very refreshed, although I had not gone as deep as I had wished. There were several things I had tried to think about during the trip, but the music seemed to grab hold of the experience and control where it went. This dose might be good for a somewhat more recreational experience, maybe a good movie-going dose. You seem to get extremely involved with any media you’re engaged with.
I think the combo of psychedelic+K I really like in general, since I dislike the strange come-up and general uncomfortable body feelings psychedelics give me. The ketamine provides a numbing and calming effect, so that I don’t notice the amphetamine-like qualities of psychedelics (I HATE stimulants) and also so the strange body sensations are lessened. It also seems to make the experience more immersive, and more “full” which is one characteristic that I really enjoyed.
This is a combo that I will definitely try again at a higher dose in the future.
