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A lot of discussions lately that involve MDMA "abuse" and its got me curious...

My (limited) understanding of the way MDMA works is that it causes your brain to release large amounts of seretonin all at once, and once that's depleted, you simply cannot roll anymore without a break.

So when I hear others' accounts of using it weekly or even daily, I have to wonder what the person is getting out of it? What do you literally feel by taking it again so soon? It must do something? If there's no seretonin to dump, I can't imagine what effects it produces but it must be something if people compulsively consume it?
 
The loved up feelings that a person can only really achieve with mdma (wich makes it special imo) goes away with sert depletion. Users will likely still feel side effects like jaw tension, eye wiggles. Users will also probably feel stimulated and euphoric from dopamine release but cannot acheive 'full effects' because there sert levels are delpleted or there receptors are very down regulated.
Since dopamine regenerates rather quickly euphoria is possible. But the negative cognitive effects imo are not worth it. Most users dont realize theres other dopamine releasing drugs to use more often than mdma that will have less or different negative effects on a users body. I find mdma abuse recovery one of the worst of the many drugs ive abused, so i choose to respect it and use responsibly and if want to feel euphoric & stimulated more than my mdma use allows me i find another stim.
 
Oh how to answer this would being a total du***h bag.

Personally, what I have seen. There are some people I seen roll and the day after is nothing short of hell for them. I seen a friend roll and he took 3 200mg rolls and it did little. I seen a friend take 2 125mg rolls, without any adulternats, and freak out. So over-all point being the same exact chemical taken in the same exact amounts by different people will produce different results.

So case in point myself. I never feel sexual, ever.

I do not feel any come down, less exciting life but no come down. For the last 2 weeks I used on a daily basis, not trying to be a d**** bag and tell you this is okay, just trying to answer the question; I have not used for 48 hours, actually right now is exactly 48 hours. I feel no depression. I feel no weirdness. Sure colors are not as bright, sure I am not as empathic, and so on... I am that horrible word -- normal -- okay and board.

If I dont use on an often basis, when I do use the euphoria is outta of this world, the emphaty, bringness in life, love, and so on does not change.

It does also make a difference in what you use. There was a vet/mod on another thread a day or two ago that commented the old rolls (pure 125mg mdma not anything else) people used for long periods of time and the side effects were different.


In conclusion, it is largely multi-facited. You will react the way you do and it will/not be different than the norm.
 
shit, that must suck, I feel horny as fuck.

But it was much better before I've tried coke... coke gets me fucking insanly horny.
 
trancerage said:
shit, that must suck, I feel horny as fuck.

But it was much better before I've tried coke... coke gets me fucking insanly horny.
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Totally weird is more like it for a few reasons. I am on 1000-1500mg of testosterone cypionate a week plus some winstrol on and off < basically that is total artificial HPTA at 100%. Plus I been hitting the gym hours a day.

I look good. I mean really freaking good, to the point I am impressed (being empathic and honest not cocky), and so is many women I run into randomly. But I have no want to fuck around. I enjoy talking to this girl I know from Toronto and she is pretty but I really dont wanna hit it... Mdma in pure form has a weird effect on me. Just plain weird.

Days after not using same mental out look... Total weirdness.
 
This is a really good question. I used to roll every weekend and, while being really dumb, I still got the euphoria every time. The thing is that it was never the same level of euphoria as say, my first ten times consuming MDMA. I don't think anyone would abuse it if all the effects were gone, but it definitely puts a limit of 'how high' you can get if you are going to abuse the drug. I also know that I was not getting as much euphoria because at the beginning of me rolling I could not get mad at anything. As I kept doing it every weekend I realized that I would be getting annoyed by things that would annoy me if I wasn't high, leading me to believe it was a tolerance issue and depleted serotonin in my brain. After a nice long break you will get the euphoria back, but its never the same as that first high! I would give anything to feel what I felt the first time I took MDMA again.
 
When I was really big into it I was doing it every weekend, sometimes once or twice through The week. U definately notice a change in the the effects.. not lasting as long, taking longer to come up, taking more to even reach a desirable effect. I finally got to the point that it wasn't even doing anything for me. It was because I literaly had no seretonin left. so I took a nice long break (about 7 months) and what do u know took alot less to reach my desired effect. Moderation is the key factor when rolling. Otherwise u will be abusing it and basically throwing ur money away in the process.
 
totally agree with you there insane.

i used to do it 2 or 3 times a week and it quickly began to lose it's magic... recepter down regulation sucks.

these days, with the pills being so shit anyway i've completely given up on MDMA altogether
 
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