A couple days ago someone drove by my house and yelled out "FREAK !" Other people are leaving Garbage in my Yard. I want to make friends. Why are people doing this to me ?
i've been kind of feeling like shit, i thought it maybe has something to do with less light in the afternoon.. maybe that's causing you problems hearing stuff, and people leaving trash in your yard is making you paranoid... i really have no idea.
sometimes i'll hear something at the bar or whatever near my house and it will trigger me to hallucinate other stuff.. i'm thinking you saw the trash first and the idea people are against you just got in your head.. maybe i'm wrong though.
A couple days ago someone drove by my house and yelled out "FREAK !" Other people are leaving Garbage in my Yard. I want to make friends. Why are people doing this to me ?
for some time i also was under the impression people were doing bad stuff to me.
it was real enough, but it wasn't aimed at me personally.
it was just the people who were angry and depressed because of the overall situation (covid, unstable social and political situation).
i was also just off some bad meds that had caused me to perceive life and people and myself differently.
ptsd which i had had under control for a very long time kind of exploded back into my life.
i'm not saying what you hear and see isn't real, but like @paranoid android says, this is not the first time you are feeling persecuted.
do you suffer from social anxiety?