I'm beggining to see a pattern here.

[harraser]

Well here i am again, my friend.
Things to do
(Like doing nothing),
Wanting someone around
So i can beg them to leave me alone.
I'm slowly filtering out "The only chance ive got"
Just like i did the last time,
And stomping my convictions into dirt.

 

[katmeow]

Nice one Ant. Very much relate! How frustrating it is to know you are following the same path you have previously, even when you know where it leads

I particularly like this line \/ \/

Well here i am again, my friend.
Things to do
(Like doing nothing),

 

[neverwas]

And stomping my convictions into dirt.

hehe i just pictured you doin some dirt stomping babe

i liked this one to...

repetition is good but it can also lead to boredom...specailly if u have done it xtimes before.

love ya hun

mwah

 

[day_for_night]

*very* nice

 

[cherub]

werid when you wake up at 4 am in the morning to post to a reply but here i am.

Life is always a circle of patterns
where we do it out of a sense of familarity
or a sense of security who knows,

sense of time that we do nothing and get stagnet is when we notice it the most.

Ant with few words you seems to sum up so much about each person in this universe, profound you little head seems to be, you catch on so much and pass it on so simple for people to understand.

Guess that is what has always drawn to me about your writting.

simple put
and simple reaches out to you.

hug & love
Cin

 

[Dagny]

During the best of my daydreams, I see all of the patterns stretched before me. All around me actually and in every direction.

With me in the middle controlling the spider-web that can be called karma, circle, inevitability. Perhaps it is all in pre-designed shape but I do not feel that it is out of my control when I sit in the middle. When I remember what a good friend said: instead of believing that life is always happening TO you, try and approach it as if you are just a witness to it all.

In my best dreams there is space between my mind and where I am, what I want, and where I've been is never where I'm going because the extra space goes between them. Forces me to look in two different directions and not let yesterday be a reason to dread tomorrow.

As for "the only chance I've got," that's just masochism darling.

 

[up all night]

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