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James707

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Wassuper loved ones! im sure someone around here has to remember me its been so long since i been on here and i see alot of new BL'ers wheres my OG's at lol...

So i had to leave you guys for awhile, i fell into a bad way with my ecstasy use popping atleast 3 pills every friday and naturally it was a little bit of a challenge for me to change me usage patter when i was on here talking and learning about MDMA. Now i feel great, my usage is down to just about 1 1/2 month breaks no more 6 days and going again lol.

I wanted to say to everyone that uses E on a weekly basses that i know its hard to break the cycle, but once i got up to about a month of not using i felt completly different.

i felt better, i wasnt angry all the time, i didnt feel rushed by everything around me, my social anxiety has vanished its great! last month was the last time i popped and i only popped one pill and it was pretty good... i could still putem away, one is actually pretty mild...

But thats why i been gone for so long and i wanted to say hi to all my fellow BL'ers that helped me with pricless info i never forgot yall just had to take a break but im back baby someone show me some titties...:D
 
Its amazing what a break away from the drug can do for you :) Nice to see you found out the problems being caused by overuse before it was too late.

Have you been using any suppliments during your break ? Any advice on howing to stay sober when your friends are still using? What were you doing at the weekends to replace the drugs?

Sorry for so many question - just the replies may help others in the situation
 
When I stopped my usage pattern i didnt take any supplements just got myself back into the groove of going to bed at a reasonable hour and trying to eat right.

As for how i kept myself distracted from the every friday use and believe me the first 3 weeks where the hardest and on the fourth week i relized how much better i felt but the urge to pop was still there and strong! i had a moment of weakness and called my boy for 4 pumas, i was so amped when i got them i rushed home got my gear togeather and was about to eat my pill when something told me that i liked how i felt at the moment and rememberd the past weeks and thought im not going to like how i feel the day after the pills.

so now they are tucked away in a safe place and i like to think of them as my security blanket, i know there alot of fun and when i feel the occasion is just right im going to crack that case and party down but untill then im enjoying the way i feel now compared to the feeling that i had from popping pills every friday for 2 years...

i been getting down since 09 and have well over 300 pills eaten but as for 11' i got four pills and im fine with that and im gonna make them last.
 
When I stopped my usage pattern i didnt take any supplements just got myself back into the groove of going to bed at a reasonable hour and trying to eat right.

As for how i kept myself distracted from the every friday use and believe me the first 3 weeks where the hardest and on the fourth week i relized how much better i felt but the urge to pop was still there and strong! i had a moment of weakness and called my boy for 4 pumas, i was so amped when i got them i rushed home got my gear togeather and was about to eat my pill when something told me that i liked how i felt at the moment and rememberd the past weeks and thought im not going to like how i feel the day after the pills.

so now they are tucked away in a safe place and i like to think of them as my security blanket, i know there alot of fun and when i feel the occasion is just right im going to crack that case and party down but untill then im enjoying the way i feel now compared to the feeling that i had from popping pills every friday for 2 years...

i been getting down since 09 and have well over 300 pills eaten but as for 11' i got four pills and im fine with that and im gonna make them last.
 
i feel you man. i was eaten em daily for a lil while, switched over to k. Ate my last tab on 2010, and haven't rolled since :)
planning on eating 3 soon :)
 
yo james707 did you notice many cogntive/sleep/depression problems since you quit? i'm havin a rough time still and its been like 5 months almost since i last rolled with my boys
 
somedud said:
yo james707 did you notice many cogntive/sleep/depression problems since you quit? i'm havin a rough time still and its been like 5 months almost since i last rolled with my boys
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im still having trouble sometimes with sleep but nowhere near as close to the first month off after the first month i was over the brain zaps i was getting before id fall asleep, depression and deja vu went away after a month and a half, i dont stutter or get my words mixed up anymore that took some time, i dont feel exactly like i used to but i feel damn near there.

now when i go out im not constantly thinking god this would really be a party if i had some e
 
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