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Hey everyone I was a member a few years ago and frequently visit the page for advice for myself and friends. But I have serious questions and hope I posted in correct forum basic If not please help. I'm feeling a little weird but ok
 
I'm learning how to navigate this site still. I see a real psych dr today because the other yesterday was a np and gave me 30 day meds with no refills and see me back in 5 weeks..im tired of quack drs. So much easier before all these quacks and just get what u need and pay out of pocket but f that. Where I'm at u can't trust anything anymore on streets even the trusted ones screw u over
 
I'm learning how to navigate this site still. I see a real psych dr today because the other yesterday was a np and gave me 30 day meds with no refills and see me back in 5 weeks..im tired of quack drs. So much easier before all these quacks and just get what u need and pay out of pocket but f that. Where I'm at u can't trust anything anymore on streets even the trusted ones screw u over
That sucks. I totally get that though. So what's your question?
 
So after all this bs happened with fake xanax and feeling like total crap I got a new dr and they gave me 1 xanax at night then they had my follow up appointment wrong so I seen the actual dr today which was totally against 1 mg of xanax because I'm on a total of 8 mgs of bup. She gave me a low dose of 50mg of trazadone and a very low dose of olazapine and of course I have the gabapentin and sertraline and see me in a week. Truthfully my tolerance is 2 mgs of zans at night and f the rest. After losing my mom in March and 4 others since March I just wanna get a babysitter and get plastered for a weekend. Question should I go back to the dr who gave me the valuim even tho they don't work??
 
I'm learning how to navigate this site still. I see a real psych dr today because the other yesterday was a np and gave me 30 day meds with no refills and see me back in 5 weeks..im tired of quack drs. So much easier before all these quacks and just get what u need and pay out of pocket but f that. Where I'm at u can't trust anything anymore on streets even the trusted ones screw u over
I have heard dealers don't offer a money back guarantee.
 
So after all this bs happened with fake xanax and feeling like total crap I got a new dr and they gave me 1 xanax at night then they had my follow up appointment wrong so I seen the actual dr today which was totally against 1 mg of xanax because I'm on a total of 8 mgs of bup. She gave me a low dose of 50mg of trazadone and a very low dose of olazapine and of course I have the gabapentin and sertraline and see me in a week. Truthfully my tolerance is 2 mgs of zans at night and f the rest. After losing my mom in March and 4 others since March I just wanna get a babysitter and get plastered for a weekend. Question should I go back to the dr who gave me the valuim even tho they don't work??
Sertraline is Zoloft an SSRI, are you sure you want to be long term on an SSRI? They say, lol, discontinuation syndrome. In plain English: Long term acute withdrawals. Suicide and a whole list of other side effects. Go to drugs.com( it is not a druggie site, it is a mainstream and from what I have read a good reputable site). Or go to similar mainstream site and read about potential side effects and decide if it is right for you.

Call me paranoid but an anti depressant with suicide as a very real possible side effect, ah you decide.

Also the 50mg of trazadone is an off lable use and it has worked for me. Though anti depressants scare me, even if the anti depression dose is around 300mg to 400mg after a starter dose.
My doctor( He is great and knowledgeable) assured me it wasn't an SSRI and a low dose at night is nothing too worry about. It works when I take them.

The olazapine, did you mean olazanpine or Zeprexa? It is an Anti psychotic and for schizophrenia and acute mania in people with acute mania related to manic depression.
A zombie drug with very very bad possible side effects. Tardive dyskinesia; uncontrolled permanent loss of control of facial muscles, did she tell you about that or the long list of horrible side effects. Sticking your tongue out, grimacing and chewing nothing permanently? Along with a whole slew of other bad side effects. Check out drugs.com or a similar reputable site and decide if it is right for you.

If you are not schizophrenic or have acute mania related to bipolar disorder, ah check out drugs.com and read the list of horrible possible side effects. Then decide if it right for you.

There is this horrible trend among shrinks and gp's who will give out anti depressants and anti psychotics to patients to avoid anything that is scheduled and avoiding benzos, especially Xanax. Also there are other meds that can help that are not as risky. Because of these damn politicians on both sides passing laws to terrorize doctors people are being put on non scheduled inappropriate meds, because she is scared. Read about Zoloft or sertaline
( same thing) and SSRI's in general and research it and decide if it is right for you. Check all potential side effects. Then decide what is right for you.

As far as a Shrink goes you might want too considering a new one and ask for options, write them down and research. Xanax is not handed out like it use to be. I was on 2mg of Ativan 3 times a day for 6-7 years, I voluntarily switched to a weaker 10mg x 3 times aday dose of Valium and 1mg Ativan=10mgs of Valium. So 60mgs of Valium equivalent. Now half that.( My choice)

You could feel the difference but there are serious addiction potential and same with clonazepam or k-pins which people seem to love and those 2 are stronger than Valium and prescribed more easily. But talk to a doctor to figure out what is right for you.

However, they come with a serious risk of physical dependcy and should be used short term.

Yes, I am being hypocritical but, I was given a year to live, 9 years ago. So I also got morphine( no more, my choice, less pain) and oxycodone.

You need to find a good doctor and research the meds. Only you and a good doctor can find out what is right for you. Look up and research, but be careful about being forceful or too knowledgeable, unless you know that this is not right for you. Hopefully you can find a good doctor and he will help figure out the right meds for you.
 
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I was gonna suggest a natural alternative like kratom (since its a pretty decent herbal substitute for opioids, benzos, or booze), but if getting fucked up is your goal, then I would cut the doctors out of the equation and consult a street pharmacist for an illegal prescription of your choosing (or some real drugs). Sorry if that's terrible advice.
 
I was gonna suggest a natural alternative like kratom (since its a pretty decent herbal substitute for opioids, benzos, or booze), but if getting fucked up is your goal, then I would cut the doctors out of the equation and consult a street pharmacist for an illegal prescription of your choosing (or some real drugs). Sorry if that's terrible advice.
Yes it is, nowadays if in America, even the pills are fake, ask Price's family.
A fake vicodin with fentanyl in it killed him. He was also using pills heavily, so he had a high( no pun intended) tolerance even if he was one or two apples taller than a Smurf, hey I use to watch cartoons as kid on Saturday mornings. But they were killed off by assholes who think little kids will actually watch educational shit on a Saturday morning. Do I need to use that tired old clichè about having a bridge in Brooklyn for sale, again?

The political killjoys ruined Saturday morning cartoons, with mandatory educational programming that kids never watched and played video games instead. Sorry it is true. It wasn't the right that did that.

Also coke, meth and many others have had fentanyl in them. Fake prescription pills that can pass for real. And it takes at least 3 bottles of narcan and you can still od, after the narcan wears off because it lasts 30 minutes to maybe 90, so off to the hospital and all that shit.

I can't tell you what too look for in a doctor because, I told the truth, trust me my family or they did know and so do I know where or whom to see. For legitimately needed meds. I got banned, well I will not even give hints, I am trying to be good, even if going to a doctor who will write legitimately is harm reduction, compared to the street, over 100,000 illegal fentanyl deaths last year and by a significant number over that. Political correctness over saving lives, that ain't harm reduction. It is political bs over safety.

But political correctness will get me banned for like the 7th time, one reversed and two shortened and a no points 2 day ban also. Most in a 6 month or so period of time, but less than a year except for the last one, but hey I am down to just 3 points.

But street drugs now are so much worse 2010 5,000+ heroin deaths, 2023 118,000 according one source from fentanyl and Narcan wasn't publicly available and few if any Good Samaritan Laws, to protect people from the cops if they overdose and the people around them even if personal use amounts or drug supplies, I can't spell paraphernalia oh I guess I can, opps.
 
So after all this bs happened with fake xanax and feeling like total crap I got a new dr and they gave me 1 xanax at night then they had my follow up appointment wrong so I seen the actual dr today which was totally against 1 mg of xanax because I'm on a total of 8 mgs of bup. She gave me a low dose of 50mg of trazadone and a very low dose of olazapine and of course I have the gabapentin and sertraline and see me in a week. Truthfully my tolerance is 2 mgs of zans at night and f the rest. After losing my mom in March and 4 others since March I just wanna get a babysitter and get plastered for a weekend. Question should I go back to the dr who gave me the valuim even tho they don't work??
probably not
 
So after all this bs happened with fake xanax and feeling like total crap I got a new dr and they gave me 1 xanax at night then they had my follow up appointment wrong so I seen the actual dr today which was totally against 1 mg of xanax because I'm on a total of 8 mgs of bup. She gave me a low dose of 50mg of trazadone and a very low dose of olazapine and of course I have the gabapentin and sertraline and see me in a week. Truthfully my tolerance is 2 mgs of zans at night and f the rest. After losing my mom in March and 4 others since March I just wanna get a babysitter and get plastered for a weekend. Question should I go back to the dr who gave me the valuim even tho they don't work??
Valium might help a hang over. I am very sorry about you mother's death and the four others. I will not be a hypocrite. In the past I would get wasted. But I am running out of people I care about.
 
So after all this bs happened with fake xanax and feeling like total crap I got a new dr and they gave me 1 xanax at night then they had my follow up appointment wrong so I seen the actual dr today which was totally against 1 mg of xanax because I'm on a total of 8 mgs of bup. She gave me a low dose of 50mg of trazadone and a very low dose of olazapine and of course I have the gabapentin and sertraline and see me in a week. Truthfully my tolerance is 2 mgs of zans at night and f the rest. After losing my mom in March and 4 others since March I just wanna get a babysitter and get plastered for a weekend. Question should I go back to the dr who gave me the valuim even tho they don't work??
No competent doctor is going to give you 2mg of Xanax to sleep at night. Just straight up. Especially since you're on bupe.
 
Call me paranoid but an anti depressant with suicide as a very real possible side effect, ah you decide.
A lot of antidepressants have suicidal ideation listed as potential side effect. One possible mechanism for that can be: You are in fact depressed and this depression makes you very lethargic. You are also suicidal but because you are lethargic this diagnose isn't obvious, so neither you nor your doctors know about it. Now you get treated against depression and you get an antidepressant which is on the stimulating side. After some weeks you now have more energy you haven't had before and what you also didn't have, the motivation to carry out your suicide. See its not exactly the med being faulty here. Its what it is, a potential side effect of a med meant to treat a complex disorder.

Just getting off an antidepressant, especially without doctors approval on the other hand can also increase the risk of suicidal ideation.
 
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