I'm an addict.

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I think people say that the first step is acceptance. I know I'm an addict, so welcome to the club =D
 
SciCo
Dave;bt12381 said:
Until you run out.

How do you feel about that SciCo?
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I'm miserable. I ran out and have been doing nothing but trying to figure out how to get more of what I need. It just is an all-consuming, mental anguish that is getting worse and some days I just don't know how to cope.
 
SciCo
animal_cookie;bt12386 said:
sometimes admitting something can be the most difficult part of the entire process.
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It is still difficult even saying it to myself, let alone admitting it to anyone else.
 
SciCo
soundsystem00;bt12393 said:
gimme enough dope and ill work tha steps all day!
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You just summed up in one succinct sentence exactly how I feel. Gimme dope and I'll go to meetings and work steps and I'll be all good. That can't be the right mindset lol..............
 
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SciCo;bt12467 said:
It is still difficult even saying it to myself, let alone admitting it to anyone else.
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at least you realize something is amiss. and admitting stuff to yourself is usually the hardest part, other people notice stuff that you overlook.

i recently cut waaaaaay back on drinking. until i did, i didn't realize how odd it is to drink 5-6 beers a night and wake up with a dull hangover everyday. its kind of a weird feeling :\
 
SciCo
animal_cookie;bt12474 said:
at least you realize something is amiss. and admitting stuff to yourself is usually the hardest part, other people notice stuff that you overlook.

i recently cut waaaaaay back on drinking. until i did, i didn't realize how odd it is to drink 5-6 beers a night and wake up with a dull hangover everyday. its kind of a weird feeling :\
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Yeah, I get that completely....
 
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