Originally Posted by CFC --
"I would see it as a blessing if I were you, and stop using it. Those who really enjoy it can easily become addicted and then ultimately a lot more depressed."
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What's sad is that you can still become addicted even if you find it puts you in a depressed mood, even if the anxiety/paranoia/negative side effects overwhelm the positive high.
I know from experience. When I'm planning on using meth I get so excited and anticipate the high being so fantastic, but after I binge for several days I inevitably lay there sleepless reflecting on my experience, feeling rough. I feel guilty as hell that I gave in. Why? It always underwhelms...
But somehow, after I haven't used for a week or so I begin to crave it again intensely and life seems incomplete somehow. Lots of euphoric recall.
Of course then comes a time I decide that using a little meth is now acceptable, and the cycle begins again.
Let this be the last. Please?
"I would see it as a blessing if I were you, and stop using it. Those who really enjoy it can easily become addicted and then ultimately a lot more depressed."
...
What's sad is that you can still become addicted even if you find it puts you in a depressed mood, even if the anxiety/paranoia/negative side effects overwhelm the positive high.
I know from experience. When I'm planning on using meth I get so excited and anticipate the high being so fantastic, but after I binge for several days I inevitably lay there sleepless reflecting on my experience, feeling rough. I feel guilty as hell that I gave in. Why? It always underwhelms...
But somehow, after I haven't used for a week or so I begin to crave it again intensely and life seems incomplete somehow. Lots of euphoric recall.
Of course then comes a time I decide that using a little meth is now acceptable, and the cycle begins again.
Let this be the last. Please?