I'm afraid

I don't know what I'm going to end up doing... What sort of depraved, sickening thing will I do?

Suicide attempts are so cliche. And I don't want to just attempt... I want to be successful... Perhaps 10 days from now my liver will fail and that will be the end of me.

Nice to know you all.

Well, some of you.

The rest of you were just dirty fucking junkies and you should be ashamed of yourselves.

Feel free to sort it out amongst yourselves.



I think I have a train to catch...

 

Please don't do anything like that. I know I and a lot of other people around here would miss you terribly. You're a good person with a kind soul and deserve to have a good life. I think if you just rough out these hard times, you'll find that you really can be happy.

 

Please don't do anything rash. These are just feeling and they will pass. People will miss you. Try to think of all the people who you will hurt by this. Try to think of all the reasons to live. It harder to live than die. Please don't take the easy way out. Fight and be strong. Your situation will change. Things will get better. There are medications that can help. Go to the ER and tell them. They will help you.

 

I hope this feeling passed because I really hate reading stuff like this from my friends. Please don't do it you know alot of people would miss you (me included) if you left us.

 

I'm still here guys... don't worry...

Has anyone else written suicide notes in their journals just in case???

I'd write a new one every week...

I'm sorry, I'm just an idiot...

 

You're not an idiot and don't apologize. We want to know how you're doing, even if it's not good.