and theseeker I cant reduce anymore man. I go down 1mg once in a while. BUt like Im in constant wd anyway and i fucking hate it. thats whats worse than anything. WD that never ends. suboxone isnt covered and how is replacing one opiate for another going to help?
Suboxone is an opiate but doesn't hit the receptor in your brain 'full on' as much as methadone. It's called a 'partial agonist'. Supposedly it's easier to step down off of than many other opiates. I'll let you know as I start subutex on Monday. Supposedly it keeps you out of withdrawal but doesn't really get you high. It's also supposed to have some anti-depressant properties.
EDIT: I forgot to mention that I know what it's like to be in w/d all the time by stepping down. It does indeed suck, but if you're determined you can do it. I have no experience with methadone though.....