This is the one and only time I'm saying this, I MIGHT be psychologically addicted to Tramadol. When I don't have it, I crave it. Sean wants me to get off of it because he doesn't want me addicted. Well he drinks too much, beer or water. Thats about it. So he hasn't got much to say, alcohol will kill you, Tramadol likely won't, just make you throw up...been there or have a seizure, never had one and just so happen to be on anti seizure medication. But its also about blowing $100s of dollars because I can't wait a month for it to get here, when I don't have a job or any source of income at the moment.
I'm at a loss. I don't want to disappoint Sean. But I don't want to give up Tramadol. But I don't have the money. Also I don't want my parents to find out. I don't want to be physically addicted, but I love the feeling more than sex. I'm addicted to the feeling...hence psychology addicted? Edited ~spork
Sometimes as I said today when the suicidal thoughts that had been gone came back....maybe all I need is a hand gun.
I'm at a loss. I don't want to disappoint Sean. But I don't want to give up Tramadol. But I don't have the money. Also I don't want my parents to find out. I don't want to be physically addicted, but I love the feeling more than sex. I'm addicted to the feeling...hence psychology addicted? Edited ~spork
Sometimes as I said today when the suicidal thoughts that had been gone came back....maybe all I need is a hand gun.