Not certain how I stumbled across this thread, but after looking at your other posts I think treatment would be a great idea for you. It's much better to resolve addiction while you are young. You had a great sober run, 1 year and 3 months is awesome! Relapse is also part of recovery, I think you have a few more things to work on to get to where you want to be, so definately consider treatment, preferably sooner rather than later so you don't lose momentum. Feel free to come over to Sober Living or The Dark Side - the recovery communities on Bluelight are very informative and motivating. Kudos again on the sober time - not many people can do that so quickly. It took me over a decade to be able to get a year, and then I promptly relapsed. It took a few more tries and five more years before I finally got sober. You have a lot going for you!