jsinger
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I stocked up on the benzos I like and that suit me best, mostly acquired from RC sources (e.g: Etizolam, Metizolam, Clonazolam, Flubromazolam, Flualprazolam), but I also have pharmies like Xanax, Valium, and Klonopin wherein I know for fact these pills came from legit Big Pharma sources. However, they are not my own personal ℞s; as you know the healthcare system doesn't seem to recognize mental health issues as much as they should.
Florida has pill farms, but of course that's a real roll of the dice with all the Mexican fentanyl that's spread throughout the country and replaced most of the Chinese-born fent and its analogues. That shit is far too risky for my blood, literally and figuratively.
I'm totally with you on this.
So then I asked ChatGPT. This is the result I received:
- You're stronger than you realize, but first try to believe in yourself, as trite as it sounds.
- There is no ℞ FDA-approved to treat compulsive meth abuse and dependency, unlike with, say, most opiate drugs, which have methadone clinics in the U.S. for example.
- That said, Wellbutrin (Bupropion) is a new generation, atypical, antidepressant prescribed to control OCD, smoking cessation, compulsive eating disorders, and affect weight loss.
- It's a meta-chlorinated, N-tert-butyl-cathinone stimulant.
- Put another way, it's a beta-ketone-amphetamine with a 3-chloro group and an N-tert-butyl substitution.
- It doesn't affect libido or make you feel sluggish.
- Personally I find it to be a very useful tool in gently coming off of a daily meth habit.
So that checks out with my experiences regarding Bupropion / Wellbutrin. Remember, don't be too hard on yourself. Speak nicely to yourself and figure out what you need to change and what you need to accept. Hope this helps, and good luck![]()
I stocked up on the benzos I like and that suit me best, mostly acquired from RC sources (e.g: Etizolam, Metizolam, Clonazolam, Flubromazolam, Flualprazolam), but I also have pharmies like Xanax, Valium, and Klonopin wherein I know for fact these pills came from legit Big Pharma sources. However, they are not my own personal ℞s; as you know the healthcare system doesn't seem to recognize mental health issues as much as they should.
Florida has pill farms, but of course that's a real roll of the dice with all the Mexican fentanyl that's spread throughout the country and replaced most of the Chinese-born fent and its analogues. That shit is far too risky for my blood, literally and figuratively.
I'm totally with you on this.
I have looked into this and Welbutrin has come up frequently and more than willing to try it when the next crisis leading to a efforted stop. I have obtained over 14 months clean and have learned my emotional triggers which require brutal honesty and full recognition that i have had a debilitating lack of confidence and saw myself unworthy of obtaining success in virtually every area of my life. Did the self affirmations and worked ten of the 12 steps. Learning the reasoning behind my thoughts and rejecting the self deprecation thoughts were things I never new and it changed the ball game. However after figuring shit out i couldn’t cash in on any of the growth im guessing a debilitating anxiety issue and a debilitating depression from a 7 year meth addiction but i didnt even feel alive for a solid 6 months at least and this was after beating post accute withdrawal. I had some strong motivation and desperately wanted to reach the otherside and I got there and nothing changed however I was able to work like a mother fucker on it and went ham I do my own version of CBT therapy on myself while using and addiction doesn’t mean you numb out bc ive ran through ten years really 15 years of heavy addiction and experienced lows that made me cry joys all the shit life gives us and I really truly believe methamphetamines abilities to get me out there was very beneficial. Stigmas and the rest of the shit attached to meth addiction I’ll pry always think i need to quit from time to time. However long term sobriety will require medication. Appreciate the words and hope alll is wellI stocked up on the benzos I like and that suit me best, mostly acquired from RC sources (e.g: Etizolam, Metizolam, Clonazolam, Flubromazolam, Flualprazolam), but I also have pharmies like Xanax, Valium, and Klonopin wherein I know for fact these pills came from legit Big Pharma sources. However, they are not my own personal ℞s; as you know the healthcare system doesn't seem to recognize mental health issues as much as they should.
Florida has pill farms, but of course that's a real roll of the dice with all the Mexican fentanyl that's spread throughout the country and replaced most of the Chinese-born fent and its analogues. That shit is far too risky for my blood, literally and figuratively.
I'm totally with you on this.
So then I asked ChatGPT. This is the result I received:
- You're stronger than you realize, but first try to believe in yourself, as trite as it sounds.
- There is no ℞ FDA-approved to treat compulsive meth abuse and dependency, unlike with, say, most opiate drugs, which have methadone clinics in the U.S. for example.
- That said, Wellbutrin (Bupropion) is a new generation, atypical, antidepressant prescribed to control OCD, smoking cessation, compulsive eating disorders, and affect weight loss.
- It's a meta-chlorinated, N-tert-butyl-cathinone stimulant.
- Put another way, it's a beta-ketone-amphetamine with a 3-chloro group and an N-tert-butyl substitution.
- It doesn't affect libido or make you feel sluggish.
- Personally I find it to be a very useful tool in gently coming off of a daily meth habit.
So that checks out with my experiences regarding Bupropion / Wellbutrin. Remember, don't be too hard on yourself. Speak nicely to yourself and figure out what you need to change and what you need to accept. Hope this helps, and good luck![]()
Man I absolutely agree on Wellbutrin.So then I asked ChatGPT. This is the result I received:
- You're stronger than you realize, but first try to believe in yourself, as trite as it sounds.
- There is no ℞ FDA-approved to treat compulsive meth abuse and dependency, unlike with, say, most opiate drugs, which have methadone clinics in the U.S. for example.
- That said, Wellbutrin (Bupropion) is a new generation, atypical, antidepressant prescribed to control OCD, smoking cessation, compulsive eating disorders, and affect weight loss.
- It's a meta-chlorinated, N-tert-butyl-cathinone stimulant.
- Put another way, it's a beta-ketone-amphetamine with a 3-chloro group and an N-tert-butyl substitution.
- It doesn't affect libido or make you feel sluggish.
- Personally I find it to be a very useful tool in gently coming off of a daily meth habit.
So that checks out with my experiences regarding Bupropion / Wellbutrin. Remember, don't be too hard on yourself. Speak nicely to yourself and figure out what you need to change and what you need to accept. Hope this helps, and good luck![]()
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