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If You are Thinking about Suicide, Please Read This

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g88, I'll be online for a while. In this thread only. When you come back on, please post something to let us know whats happening.

I'm an ex IV coke user (been clean 74 days). That lifestyle brought me pain and self-destructive actions (cutting, burning and yes attempts on my life)

I can say with 100% certainty, harming yourself will bring even greater pain. N ot only to you but to those that love you when you can't even love yourself.

People of ALL different situations are here for you. You WILL find someone that can relate to exactly where you are at right now

Just let us know what we can do to help. We all have pretty big ears, designed specifically for listening.
 
can you get a friend to come over and remove your firearms from your place?
 
i have to finaly get myself help, i always keep this shit to myself and it is not working for me anymore. I just want to be able to have at least one good day without this shit calling on me
 
asking for help is hard at first but you'd be surprised at how quickly people will jump to your aid. Can your parents assist in getting what you need?
 
Damn, an Oreo McFlurry sounds fuckin' NICE right about now! Dammit! Now I want one :-)
 
to answer your question i am male 30 years old and i do have loving family. i have never been able to tell them about this. they have asked me why i seem to have lost interest in life
 
I'm a 38 year old male
Have you been getting high a lot more often recently? I only ask because thats when I started to get truly hopeless. It was like the drugs turned on me. Making me miserable, hateful and hurting instead of pleasure
 
You'd be surprised. Its kind of like a bond shared through our shared pain.
Family in a kinda dark sense
 
OverDone said:
I'm a 38 year old male
Have you been getting high a lot more often recently? I only ask because thats when I started to get truly hopeless. It was like the drugs turned on me. Making me miserable, hateful and hurting instead of pleasure
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The drugs have been an issue lately..i started them because how i was feeling but lately they are just adding to the problem
 
just like you said overdone... i put the firearm in the car until i get my head straight
 
yeah, they stop delivering the high and escape they once provided (the bastards!)
Its ok though because you see it for what it is, something taking you away from you
 
i have to figure out how to be happy. Its always been a struggle even when things are good
 
ya the drugs are one of those things. Nothing that makes you feel like that can last forever. It used to be able to bury my pain, now it feels like all that shit i buried came to the surface
 
g88 said:
just like you said overdone... i put the firearm in the car until i get my head straight
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you sound like an alright dude, man. Any chance of getting it to somewhere that is less easy to access?

I know how I am, plus, depending on the firearm (and whether your licensed), having it in the car could cause a problem if you forget about it and start driving tomorrow. One blown red light, one police stop and...
 
the only thing that made me come on the site was the question about leaving a note. Thank god red was there to make me think twice
 
you have a good point, knowing me i would forget it was there until the cop showed it to me
 
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