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If You are Thinking about Suicide, Please Read This

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if anyone has an opinion on the note part of suicide please help me with this one???
 
i apreciate you taking your time to talk to me.. the crazy thing is i know it is not the right thing to do. But i feel like it is calling me
 
i cant feel happiness even when things are going well. YOu ever feel emptiness?
 
i use drugs for the emptiness for over ten years.. now i just feel emptier. what are your feelings on leaving a note.. is it the right thing to do
 
Okay, we're not going to sponsor any effort of writing a note here. Sorry man, but we generally prefer living people. And no problem about talking...anytime. I understand that you feel like it's calling you, but how long have you felt that? Are you sober right now?

Knowing it's not the right thing to do is a good sign. It's calling to you, but you know it's not the right thing to do. But man, this isn't a cookie jar. This is your life.

How about this...have you read the first post in this thread? If not, please go back and read it and think about it for a few minutes. And before you take any dangerous actions, actually read more pages from this thread as well.

Trust me, all of these dozens and dozens of people feel/felt the same way as you. But they're still here. And you can be too.

Think about the things you want to do, but you have not yet. Travel? Get your dream job? Go on a date with your crush? Write them out and think about them. If you give yourself the chance to keep living, you give yourself the chance to possibly make these into realities. I promise.
 
RedLeader said:
Okay, we're not going to sponsor any effort of writing a note here. Sorry man, but we generally prefer living people. And no problem about talking...anytime. I understand that you feel like it's calling you, but how long have you felt that? Are you sober right now?

Knowing it's not the right thing to do is a good sign. It's calling to you, but you know it's not the right thing to do. But man, this isn't a cookie jar. This is your life.

How about this...have you read the first post in this thread? If not, please go back and read it and think about it for a few minutes. And before you take any dangerous actions, actually read more pages from this thread as well.

Trust me, all of these dozens and dozens of people feel/felt the same way as you. But they're still here. And you can be too.

Think about the things you want to do, but you have not yet. Travel? Get your dream job? Go on a date with your crush? Write them out and think about them. If you give yourself the chance to keep living, you give yourself the chance to possibly make these into realities. I promise.
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i would not right a note here... i was just asking a personal opinion about writing notes.
 
i have felt like this since i was a kid, but i was able to deal with it. this year i just feel like i am too tired to deal with the pain
 
i am going to take your advice and read from the beginning, its unfair for me to spoil your night with my problems. i would not want to be in your shoes having to read my suicidal thoughts
 
Well *if* a hypothetical person were to commit suicide, a note should be left IMO. Why? Because without a note, over time those close to that person will begin to fear the worst. And the person in pain, who wants to die because of feeling not good enough to live, wouldn't want the following judgment to be even worse potentially..

Come on, though...I really don't want to talk with you about notes. I want to talk to you about options. Do your friends know about this? Your family? Or are you keeping this struggle completely inside? Even if those people you may not think will care, the people here DO care and do not want to see you do this. Please keep talking to us, either here or in other TDS threads. Before you make this choice, why not try and meet some of us around here? You might just be pleasantly surprised.

I could probably name 30 people active in TDS off of the top of my head who have felt as low as you do right now, and are now a part of our community. All it took for them was giving themselves such a chance. Say "hi" in our Social thread, or start a thread of your own about your fears. I know you've got me to talk with you in here, but others might have other/better ideas if you expand your thoughts to other threads.
 
g88 said:
i am going to take your advice and read from the beginning, its unfair for me to spoil your night with my problems. i would not want to be in your shoes having to read my suicidal thoughts
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Thank you for doing this. And DO NOT APOLOGIZE. Just because I'm a forum moderator does not mean that I haven't been in your shoes, or do not know what it feels like to want to end it. I do. Again, we all do here. But thank you so much for reading through the thread, and *hopefully* having a look around the rest of the forum as well.
 
i cant argue with anything you said.. i have been scared to tell those close to me because they would tie me down until help came. i am going to try and take your advice, something you said made me feel guilt. at least that is a feeling, and like i said the only thing ii have been feeling is empty
 
Thank you for trying :) Who are ya, by the way? Guy/Girl? Where you from?

And I don't know if you believe in duality or that type of thought. Guilt is a bad feeling, yes, but with bad feelings can come good ones to balance them out. Guilt made the first move...please give it a bit of time and see if you feel something else..something better in a bit.
 
g88 said:
i cant argue with anything you said.. i have been scared to tell those close to me because they would tie me down until help came. i am going to try and take your advice, something you said made me feel guilt. at least that is a feeling, and like i said the only thing ii have been feeling is empty
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hey...you ave a friend..well plural.me and RL.....can i talk with you also-i read the past post so im up to date...let me help u.I WANT TO HELP U.I HAVE BEEN THERE-WILL U TALK W ME A WILE?I AM SKILLZ-I AM A CHICK-A GAY ONE LIVING IN THE DIRTY SOUTH.I AM 33 AND HAVE LOTS OF EXPERIENCE.WILL U TALK W ME TOO?<3
 
hey g88, we've never met on BL before but I can relate to being in pain. Talk to us, please!
There's no shame here. I remember CLEARLY being in that dark fucking hole and feeling empty inside. You're not alone, man.

Simply tell us whats going on?
 
We are here,ok...take ur time
i Have noting but time....and even though i don't know you-i know you are worth it


ILL B HERE-RIGHT HERE WHEN UR READY TO TALK....WE CAN DO THIS...YOU CAN DO THIS-YOU CAN SURVIVE-I FEEL IT
 
SEE THE PPL SHOWING UP....FOR YOU-TO LISTEN AND HELPnothing in ur life is worth this.u have friends here-who understand-we know-talk to us-you are LOVED...TALK TO US
 
redleader,
I had the gun loaded and the carpet covered, i was 100 % positive i was gonna do this. Thank you for putting things the way you did. i went and got my selff an oreo mcflurry to get my mind clear. if you werent online i know i would have done it
 
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