At least my sister and I now know where our disposition for popping pills comes from... but if it keeps her together enough, I don't care if mum develops a dependence on valium or whatever the hell else a doctor or psychiatrist might care to prescribe her.
As long as she stops stressing over things that are out of her hands... stops thinking that winning this fight against two former employees who are suing us is what "dad would have wanted".
I was told that last Friday she broke down crying in front of the lady from Industrial Relations Commission... I can't tell you how angry it makes me to hear that. Angry enough to seriously hurt some people up there who are behind this.
It's hard to believe that eight months ago we expected and knew of none of this.
I'm going to try and visit Dad this weekend but there won't be much by the way of good news to bring... even the few pieces of luck I've had go my way recently, I've managed to completely and utterly undermine and undo.
Christ I fucking hate winter.
As long as she stops stressing over things that are out of her hands... stops thinking that winning this fight against two former employees who are suing us is what "dad would have wanted".
I was told that last Friday she broke down crying in front of the lady from Industrial Relations Commission... I can't tell you how angry it makes me to hear that. Angry enough to seriously hurt some people up there who are behind this.
It's hard to believe that eight months ago we expected and knew of none of this.
I'm going to try and visit Dad this weekend but there won't be much by the way of good news to bring... even the few pieces of luck I've had go my way recently, I've managed to completely and utterly undermine and undo.
Christ I fucking hate winter.